Thursday, October 28, 2004
today i got back my report bk....overall failed one sub...A maths 40 marks...all the ppl in my class promoted to sec 4 express....shuang ying very lucky...cause she only passed 2 sub..i think the teachers gave her another chance...or she would be in sec 3 again next year...hrum...went hall for prize presentation...our class was 3rd for fiesta n 1st in mixed captain's ball...haha we also got 3rd for bastketball girls....out of 3 classes..lol..2e3 very pro..they earned 600+ for fiesta..wa!!idol.....after that went n clean class rm....i swept the floor...hehe dont like to clean tables...haik..later still need to make more test tubes...got some problem..still got 15+ ppl waiting for their test tubes...haik sian....so it means that tomolo i need to get to sch early to pass them their testtubes...argh..need to wait for 5 hrs till my practice.....should i go home?? dono leh....hope my test tube wont leak...very scary leh if they complaint bot my test tube...
Tuesday, October 26, 2004
fiesta rocks....it was so fun!!...the test tube thingy was a HIT!!! we bought 100 plastic test tube n it was sold out even b4 fiesta started...cool huh? haha.. so we could only get our customers to order from us n we would get it delivered to them by this week....so theres more work for me..another 50+ test tube for me n 80+ for my frd haha..but nvm..cause our profit -- $356.50...highest comparing to the other classes!!!!!wowow~~ hahaha....
other then fiesta..nth much happened today...i cut my hair too...not sure y i did that...hrum...ohh n i failed 3 subjects too..haik..physics,Emaths n Amaths....haik..sian..feeling very tired liao...yesterday prepare for the fiesta thing until 2 am...*yawns* later still need to prepare....sianz.....i want to sleep leh....hehe :)
Sunday, October 24, 2004
argh!!!!!!! i have so many pimples on my face!! argh!!!! i need to start drinking more water, no snacks,sleep early...hrum..nothing much happened today...sleep sleep sleep n more sleep...feeling very stressed... getting back ALL my results tomolo....haik...what will happen tomolo??tears of happiness? or tears of sadness...haik...maybe thats y my temper was bad today....later still need to test on glass paint...haik...stressful life....what if i got retained or i need to drop to combine sci??? ohh no...pls dont...i am really scared....haik...:( ;(
Friday, October 22, 2004
sad day....i woke up at 830 n rem i need to meet my frds at 9 in sch...i told them i would be late then i go n bathe..sad..cause yesterday i was too too too tired ..went home n fell asleep...didnt bath or brush my teeth...5+ sleep until 830am today..so i dont really rem what really happened...just rem yesterday in sch got inter-class...we got chance to get 1st then it rained...idiotic..so cannot play anymore...after that went pearlin house prepare for the fiesta thing...hiak..cannot get the combi of waters correct then the words also cannot dry...stressed...i need n MUST complete the sample by tomorrow!!!!
so after i bathed....i ate ham n bread with lemon tea...nobody at home..dono where they all went...at 940+ i proceed to sch for my table tennis traning..dont think i will be able to meet my frds..locked the door n bought all my stuff...while waiting for the lift...i realised that my sister's test tube was leaking water...i decided to check it...then it dropped n smashed into bits......i was sooooo shocked....dono y..i cried...so i kept crying n picked up all the bits while saying sorry to my sister...cut my hands while picking up the glass too..then i ran back n went inside my house to put back all the broken parts i dont even care bot my bag n stuff..left then outside the lift...went i came back it was gone!!! luckily it was my neighbour who took it....by that time it was already 10+..it was a disaster...nth much later...dont have the mood to play table tennis...haik...
sorry sister...i wanted to let my frds see it again..i know u must be really sad...sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry...i know it wont be the same as yours..but i would make one for u...*sobs*
Wednesday, October 20, 2004
ohh my..we lost every single game today....cause most of our sporty ppl went SPH....argh!!! if only they didnt went SPH..we may have won..then we dont even have enough players for capatain's ball..nevertheless...we fought till the end...:) i felt so happy when i saw my team mates all trying their best to grab the ball...THIS IS TEAMWORK!!yeah!!! i love this word....but table tennis very hard for teamwork to appear...all we can do is encourage our players when its their turn to play...i single somemore...play alone leh...*sobs* its up to only u n yourself when u are playing against your player...haik...
captain ball n basketball all lost..but the last bb match was gd man cause our sporty players returned!!! so tough...our class n 3e2 so fierce...but i think my class very rough...well nvm..cause they also rough ma...think they pissed off my us too.. cause when 3e2 ppl want to grab our ball we hold on tightly to it then like cat fight like that...we grab their ball also very rough..the umpire dono blow whistle until how many times liao...it was a draw..1:1..then free throw..we lost..so lose already liao la..i injured my leg during that match too...haik...hope tomolo 3e3 will make a comeback~cause all the star players are playing!!! yeah!!! hope tomolo then boys can win their soccer n we can win our mixed captain's ball....its our last inter-class competition liao...next year no more...*sobs*..so must gambatta!!!!!
Tuesday, October 19, 2004
what n enjoyable day~so slack...first 2 periods discuss bot fiesta..think i need to get everything right...must go shopping tomolo for the supplies..hope that tube thingy can sell well on that day...*pray*...then after that went hall with the lower secs n listen to the talk bot STD (Sexually Transmitted Disease) n HIV...wah..the people at the other end so noisy...eat shit la..so excited for what?video only ma...shout here n there for what??? argh!!! so NOISY!! n IRRITATING...throw our sec 3 face...luckily the person talking shut them up..yeah nice one...
after that...its recess...shiok!! from 1040+ to 1 pm leh..shiok..can play games also la..but i not intrested..so i went with shuang ying to the canteen cause i wanted to fill up my water bottle..alamak!! water cooler spoilt...so we went library...in the library..i met xin ni...haha then started crapping around there..then i found one bk.."coping with death"..so weird...nth to do so i went back to the canteen with xin ni to get some food ...OH MY..i saw carmen,pearlin,liying,tseyun n a very sick michelle with a packet of ice on her head..she got fever(39.5)n refuse to go home or even call her mother to come n fetch her...so weird...i think michelle got lots of xin shi..she never tell any1 her troubles one....haik...me n liying suggest to her this n that she all dont want...so stubborn!!!*haik*...
then pearlin n carmen went n bought noodles..mei liang xin one...still eat until so happy...lol stupid loh...haha...after that pearlin went n played games with other ppl..mei liang xin...after sch..me,liying,carmen,michelle,yanping went to tmall..(that stupid pearlin missing..) we bought panadol for michelle...wow..she was healed after table tennis practice...so fast!!!miracle pill...or rather miracle michelle...b4 practice..i got a little headache...but luckily...i auto healed during practice....thats all folks~
Sunday, October 17, 2004
today..just as my title suggests...did nth but sleep n eat sleep n eat....read tintin...then sleep...hungry..woke up n eat..read tintin...sleep...hungry..woke up n eat.....u know why?? its because my sister was using the comp!!!hahaha u heard that sis?? lol...so..nth much happened today..dont even have any dreams...what a day!! haha..played runescape n battleon just now...later going to check the namie cd my sis just burned out so i can del it from the comp...feeling quite hungry now...need to find sumthing to eat....then later read tintin...sleep...wake up...eat?? haha no!! play comp cause sister not at home liao yippe~ hahahaha ;)
Friday, October 15, 2004
i woke up at 6
20 am like that..was feeling quite pissed off by myself...i wanted to wake up at 530 but i woke up at 4+ like that then went back to sleep again....haik..should have just went into the bathrm n prepare for sch...i wanted to reach sch early n study for CME cause i left my CME 3A in the locker... asked my mother to help wake me up at that time...but they dont like the idea of that n refuse to wake me up...argh!! next time i must wake myself up...
luckily...CME was not that hard...not much from the tb..*phew* haha i luv sch!!! it makes me happy...i love going to sch n meet up with my frds... :) whenever i am feeling sad or pissed..those emotions would always automatically disappear in sch...after CME i waited with carmen for tseyun to finish her art exam...need to wait for around 2 hr leh...so long..hahax then carmen n i went to tmart n walked around the sch one time lol wu liao..finally we proceed to tmall with tseyun in search for huiling's bday present..very exp...oh ya ate at long johns too lol yummy combo 1..my fav..haha saw lots of ngee ann students there..alos saw some teachers too...lol then i saw my neighbour 3 times leh....haha
actually i wanted to go library after shoppin with them..dont feel like going home...but i was too tired after walking here n there...so i went n took bus 81 home...nearly fell asleep in the bus..eyes kept closing...so paiseh leh...i must have looked funny....hrum..nothing much today...what should i do later?? hehe ;)
Thursday, October 14, 2004
went n have me ugly photo taken..."your hair cannot touch your eyebrown"..ya...ya..like i want like that...then the photo came out like shit...have to suffer for 15? or 30 years with that card...lol..nvm finally finished that yucky process...
my father went there with me....i was pissed off by him....i cannot stand going out with my family members..except for my sister...i also dono...am i bad?? i just cannot stand their 2nd face...too much for me to handle....my bro father n mother will always be different when they are outside or when theres other ppl around...very diff...i dont really know how to explain..but is just that they would be so different n so fake in my eyes...
my parents dont understand me...they take me for some spoilt brat with no manners...ya maybe..i often argue with them and i have done that many times but do they know why i argued with them???how i think is very diff from my parents...i often dont agree with what they think...everytime i argued with them i know that they would feel sad..but do they know that i would feel sad too???? pls...just speak nicely to me...theres no need for your to shout at me..whats wrong???? cant your just speak nicely to me????? is it so hard to do that??...try listening to what i am saying ok? do u always think u are right???? always repeating n repeating the same thing over n over again...
i dono how to explain all this but its just that they are always saying things that makes me mad... is there something wrong with me?????
Wednesday, October 13, 2004
i have nothing to do thats y i am here again!!lol wa just now i got stomach cramp...wa..cannot take it then go n sleep from 4+ sleep until 7..lol not been sleeping well for the past few days....yeah!!!tomolo no sch!! yeah!!!but need to make IC damm..need to take photo.. instant one summore...hate taking photo...need to smile then wait for the person to take my pic...eiii..if dont smile very weird...smile there for too long also very werid...haik..see how tomolo la..tie my hair? or dont?
haha just rem i went white sands with pearlin after A maths paper..went delifrance(corret spelling?)their bread very disguesting...wanna puke..cant even finish the whole thing cold cold one leh...diguesting...yucks...haha then i saw the bubble tea shop uncle...lol near our sch one....nth to do...playing runescape now..very sian...need to sell all my iron platebodys think i make some iron platelegs too..well nth to say liao..buai~
??? this is how i am feeling now...i should be feeling happy..but why am i not?? my EOF exams are over..ya they are actually OVER...i feel kinda sad...knowing that i had not put in effort to study...if my results are not what i desire...i have only myself to blame...overall for the exams..my feelings = ???...very weird...i can do the qns..problem is will it be correct?? haik..sad..
today's A maths paper was a blast....soooooo difficult!!!!!OMG!!! its worse then chemistry...i got stuck at the first qn already!!!!n the hall was was was soooo cold!!!!my teeth chattered eventho i was wearing my jacket...but this is nth compared to yesterday...forgot to bring my jacket n my fingers were numb my brain..frozen ..cant get myself to write properly..luckily its not ss or geog paper...or i think my fingers would drop out 1 by 1...lol
after A maths paper i was feeling quite happy..haha asking ppl how they feel bot the paper...all said its so diff...pass happy liao..haha but for me hor...i think if i can get 40 very gd already... loL well nvm...i will work harder..will i???been slacking 15 years liao haik...better enjoy first b4 judgement day....
Friday, October 08, 2004
just came back frm sch after having my emaths paper...phew...not that diff leh...but cannot be too happy yet cause i confirm sure have mistakes one...just like for paper 1...checked with maths pro(carmen) answers diff...haik...had social studies n CL paper 1 yesterday...chi ok la..ss no confidence...but i only one qn never complete only..not bad liao la...:)just now picked up rubbish from the floor n threw it in the dusbin haha gd citizen leh...lol..I MUST WORK HARD!!!!!!!!mon physics n geog...after that all my very weak subs all nex week...MUST WORk HARD!!!!! but now enjoy first la lol must give meself sum break...
Tuesday, October 05, 2004
what a sad day....i forgot to bring my bday present home yesterday n i cant find it anywhere n sch today!!!!...*sobs* i think it was in class...but no..not there...not anywhere..i cant find it!!!! i suspect 3E6 ppl took it...cause they had their lit in your class.. maybe not.....but E6 ppl dont really have a gd reputation in my opinion....i went into their class last time during oral..and OHH MY their tables were full of vandalisms...such an ugly scene...some of them even vandalized our tables...and today...our classrm was in a terrible mess...bet it was the work of some E6 students...but whatever it is..my bday present is still lost...*sobs* sorry ming fong n guowei...i lost your present for me...*sobs*
got back my phy n emaths test paper today...sad...both failed...i only got 10/30 for emaths...physics 21/50..phy still ok...cause every class did badly for it....but luckily...my chi n social passed...32.5/50 and 14.5/25 respectively..quite proud bot my ss...:)need to work harder...i want to score well!!!! gambetta!!!
Sunday, October 03, 2004
sis went back to her hostel just now..feeling bored again...maybe a little sad n lonely...u know sis? whenever u are at home i cant concentrate on my work because u can only stay at home around 1 day or so.....so i will tend to be lazy...bleh..feeling guilty of not doing work again...ohh i am a lazy pig....learnt some new jap words today from my sis...hehe can scold friends liao...hahax..me now finding namie amuro alarm music station live...only for a while hor sis..just came in to write my blog..dont be mistaken...
oooo my senior just came online..haha sending her carols pv..just sending ok? not playing hor sis...lol..yeah! just rem that i bought my rune long today...22k..good bargain...helped my sis bought it too at the same price..next step - addy plate..hope ppl can sell it to me at 20k n below...need to get to work liao...do emaths EOY 2002 paper...aiya...then i hope i WILL read my social studies tb until i sleep.....(SL-acker) ;(
Saturday, October 02, 2004
today i was overwhelmed with different forms of emotions...came in late due to me sis using the com...now a recap of today's emotions...
1.irritations from unknown bugs at 2 or 3 am forcing me to carry on my sleep outside..in the living room...(irritated)
2.woke up feeling terrible n forgot bot my bday,but felt better watching yu-gi-oh..(neutral)
3.played runescape n died while fishing for lobsters thus lost about 60k+...(heart attack)
4.went shopping with my sister for my bday present..(tired n sad in a weird way)
5.found a very ugly pic of f4 de vic 30 cent only hahaha..think i pissed the shop owner with my crazy n loud laughter..then quickly went out for the shop..(full of hysterical laughters)
5.proceed to tampines for my bithday cake..saw a teenager without an right arm outside the mrt station..(overwhelmed with emotions...the scene was stucked in my head..nearly cried..)
6.went long john n bought combo 1..shared with my sis..(sad..pissed with the small serving i received..damm)
7.continued in search of my cake..looked at the handicap again...(relived..it was only that first scene that shocked me..now having another look felt that he?she?was not that pitiful..i was thinking too much..)
8.happily went home..but my mon didnt prepare my fav dishes...ate honey stars with rice(disappointed)
feeling pissed again now with father shouting at me to cut the cake.. eat shit..lol yeah!! cutting my cake later at 1130..
OHH MY summer scent showing now!!! the girl very pretty hor haha buai~~
Friday, October 01, 2004
today el test not that bad...what an intresting experience!! first time i sat in the hall for exams..shiok..quite cold la..but i got bring jacket..so no prob...;) our class n 3e4 sat wronly in the hall so funny..everyone correct except for us..lol e3e4 yi tiao xin hahaha...today compo i write bot grass..395 words... lame but intresting topic..my frds think i crazy one...say weird ppl write weird weird things hahaha..so bad..*sobs* actually grass very easy to write ma..but i think my ending quite lame...well..nvm over liao...
today came back home happily...but damm..my neighbour(chuck)'s house no one..need to come my house..argh!!! *sobs*..he very irritating man...play with my bear then play badminton..keep getting the shuttle on my table to irritate me...hai wo cannot draw properly..casue he want to use my computer ma..haik...so irritating...then i let him play computer..tell him dont irritate me..but then..still very irritating..ask me this n that...haik..*sobs*
saw an intresting show yestrday...i think is called valley of the kings....i am very very impressed by the history of egypt..how the kings were mummified n buried....damm intresting...my vcr spoilt..cannot record....*argh!!*idiot...OH MY!! double happiness 2 is showing on nex tue!!! shit haven finish watching the first series now got second one...sister what to do?? your lao gao how??? hahax...took 39 bus home with pearlin...saw lots of couples..then pearlin saw her ai ren hahahaha~no wonder pearin full of energy hahaha genki des!! lol...need to study soon...must make full use of the precious time with my sister...tomorrow my birthday!!! yeah!! haha i nearly forgot bot it.....*sad* so little present..think altogether only got 2...sad bday...
