For some reason, I feel an exorbitant amount of restless energy within me. It seems like life is not going to be smooth sailing in the next half of the year. So many changes that are happening, and all because of one bun. The bun is an individual that seeks glory and richness but yet at the same time timid and dull in the brains. Such an individual will suck the energy around thee and absorb all thy contributions. The only way to save thyself is to leave such buns far away, as even tho dull as they are, they are protected by the gods with exceeding good luck. They can't be liquidated! I know why I'm feeling like that, I understand. This feeling of helplessness can only be withdrawn when I'm back to who I am. Can I ever be at peace with myself? How many years has it been already? 6 years? It's amazing how I can still tune positively and still be able to act as the beacon of positivity for others. It's much like the blind leading someone who is not. Am I blind? I just feel so hurt now. Self-worth appraisal is dropping low. Yet I have no tears for myself. How should I cry?
