Sunday, September 13, 2015
Now I can't fall asleep.
Been sleeping the whole day. Not sure why, just felt really lethargic, unable to focus on anything else but my bed.
Monday is a day I dread. I really can't wait to pass on my work but for now I'm unable to and will have to struggle for weeks before I can really get myself out of the situation. I'm getting really sick of it. But yes, of course, I can't just quit now. I have something I want to achieve before I depart.
It's not the time yet.
On a side note, I'm actually more worried about my own personal goals, more so than about work. Work depletes my precious time and the overwhelming amount of work makes me sad, but otherwise, its not that much of a problem. I'm more afraid at my own lack of discipline. Always, this has been an issue in my life. Never have I had the ability to get through with my life's schedule. I'm just so freaking lazy!
How much more time do I need to finally get myself grown up. I meant in the mental aspects of course, who in the mind would want to grow older.
I need to be in 2nd gear.
