Hello, to myself.
Today I bought a new notebook.
Spent $388 on it. Queued half and hour for it.
Brand is Samsung and I've not idea what the model is.
All I needed was a notebook, and I wanted a really cheap one.
Now, I feel that $388 is still too expensive...maybe I should have bought the netbook at $98 instead.
The first notebook I bought was priced at $999 (brand: Msi). At that time, I wanted a notebook that was under $1000, and now my budget has shrunken to $500.
IT stuff has never been my priority.
I usually go cheap because I understand that technology is at it's peak and even if they are entry-level products they will still amount to something pretty decent.
October has flew past me.
Many events occurred and it made me re-think many stuff.
Especially now that I'm 24, no more running around like a kid. I see that many has forgotten that they have aged, and have remained as whichever age they see fit.
Sometimes I feel dejected and helpless. I feel so useless and fragile.
But I do pick up quick, because I have the ability to balance out my own thoughts. I weight them and of course many a times, they tilt, but just give me some time and I will get it back to level.
So I may hate you, but I will still balance my thoughts out and love you back.
I wonder if it's self-torture, but it's so much easier to just live with it then against it.
Everyday, I remind myself to hold my pride. Take it all in, try to just accommodate everyone's wishes.
Be the clown again, and make all around you happy.
And live happily ever after.
