Thursday, October 20, 2005
today is the last day of my ngee ann life....there is no need for me to return to sch anymore..graduate le...so sad..
lots of things happened for the past few weeks...both sad n happy..o levels is just around the corner...2 weeks+..haik..i really hate it..i dont have the confidence i need..what if i cant make it into a jc?? ...my prelim totally sux...my L1R5 was OMG..totally lousy...esp my maths..so careless...i hate myself
today nth much happened...i only had one maths lesson today...ss teacher not here..i dont have lit n chinese lesson..so free..slacking the whole day...watching ppl enjoying the games makes me feel sad...i am soo stressed out now...need to study like hell....but what if i still cant make it after studying so hard?? i will cry like hell on that day..
i am so depressed..will i ever do my parents proud? haik..i am such a failure.
failure will not decrease your potential, it indicates that you have low potential....haik
lets talk about happy things now..on wed, my class went mad..they started a war..haha so chaotic...then there was this anouncement by mr ong from the p.a system telling the sec fours to stop playing on the corridor....then my class was laughing like hell sia haha....then after that mrs koh came into our class for geog.... she rebonded her hair!..so pretty..then everyone was like WOW~ haha...during the lesson..she said how come our class so noisy today..then tasha said its because u are so sexy hahaha..so lame~
today mr fong was pointing at my socks n shirt..telling yanci,yingqi n sylvia to look at your senior..lol so funny..4 years le n he never scolded me for my attire..haha then today last day of sch he caught me..haha but it was jokingly la..not scolding..then my stupid juniors said it was i who taught them to tuck out..what nonsense
going to mjc open house tomorrow.. btw michelle thanks for your pinga soft toy i loved it soo much..i will buy something for u in taiwan..love u~ haha
ps: 4r3 is the best class ever!~
