Saturday, February 28, 2015
Best to place some thoughts for last day of month.
CNY has passed and some internal revelations too. When things are getting poisonous, you will have to cut it, even if it's bloody. Blood is so much harder to cut, but still you'll have to try.
Faulty shower head has finally been changed in the household. The new shower feel therapeutic and meditative. I feel much calmer and cleaner today.
Shaun the sheep movie is in theaters, but none seems aroused to watch it with me. Beauty is independent in each of our eyes, for how long more do I need to wait for another to share the same with me? I'm curious to find the one that matches my sight, my thoughts, my feelings.
If I'm Theresa, then where is my Thomas?
Had a nice quiet time to myself today. Being alone is not so bad, just lonely.
If one can surpass the loneliness, one can be spirited being alone.
If I have to be lonely, I will not succumb to ennui. I will become an intellect, an hobbyist, a fanatic.
Let my life be rich in it's own dull ways.
"According to his thinking, man was not born for a particular purpose. Quite the opposite: a purpose developed only with the birth of an individual. To objectively fabricate a purpose at the outset and to apply it to a human being was to rob him at birth of freedom of action. Hence, purpose was something that the individual who came into this world had to make for himself. But no one, no matter who, could freely create a purpose. This was because the purpose of one's existence was as good as announcing to the universe by the course of that existence itself."
-And Then, Soseki Natsume
