Wednesday, April 21, 2010
Sometimes I wonder why I try so hard. I tried so hard to patch my family up, hoping that I can have a perfect happy family. But just 1 moron can destroy all that I have built up. Why don't they take my advice? Is is my fault for not being convincing enough?Or are they just so moronic that they are blinded by the obvious? Going round in circles and hoping that the problem will be solved by itself.Wishful thinking.All in all, I am just there in the family but not part of it.Is that it?? Was I never part of it?I am sick of being the nice puppy, always threading everyone together.But I am so rational that I could never do irrational things just out of spite. So in the end, I will still be the loyal dog barking away.Keeping myself sane in midst of insanity builds character. No wonder I have such a great character. Cheers to myself~Keep smiling
