Thursday, September 29, 2011
Stress stress stress. Like super.I wonder why I am so scared. Well but of course, such things are like exams but worse. I wonder when I will finally be used to it. Selecting, presenting, receiving. Gosh...I wonder if I will be sad if I got cut again this year. Wah...but the stress. The wait and then the presenting. But this is something you want isn't it?? Don't think so far ahead, just let things flow. Think far only when needed. To think about it. My life is kinda stable right now. There shouldn't be any reason to fear the future. Of course, what you are pursuing may not end up like how you want it but I believe the road will end up beautiful. "心の花を咲かせよう" In any case, I can still become a boss. So that's not that bad isn't it?Clear your head! Focus on what is important! :DI am one bit stronger again! Understood myself a little more. Yes, I feel lonely but I think I'm finally near the peak. It's all in your mind.
Monday, September 26, 2011
"泣きたくなって 戸惑って 弱いよね?"YUIBeing slapped twice for nothing hurts.When something hurts, it's easy to forgive but hard to forget.
頑張りましただから... さよなら。
Sunday, September 25, 2011
Had a run this morning!
The feeling was refreshing. I miss those youthful days where I don't get tired no matter how far I run.
Must fight this aging body.
Routine. Routine. Routine.
Things don't always turn out the way you want. But when is everything smooth sailing?
Take the best you can and forget all the rest.
All the anger, all the sadness. Take it away! Don't need to waste any extra minute pondering what you are thinking, since I have decided that you are not the one.
Maybe my heart will refuse this at first. But slowly I will forget you.
Wednesday, September 21, 2011
Bought my HP yesterday.$140Learnt lots of lesson. Will be more cautious next time.Well, take things easy and move on.There are so many things to accomplish and I shouldn't waste any time. Start of school tomorrow!Fighting!!
Monday, September 19, 2011
Today marks the end of my 8 days of work in my aunt's company.It was rather fun working with my brother, doing weird chores (because I have a weird uncle). Today we poured the powder from a used fire extinguisher onto plants because my uncle said that they are good fertilizers. The powder rose up into the air like dry ice when we poured.It was very weird.I really want to help my aunt. She is under such tremendous stress and I hope I can be up to standard. I don't like to see an empire fall. I will try my best to carry it forward.Now, I can only wait. Hope my brother learns well so that it will be easier for me to do my work.I have YET to buy my phone. This ordeal is making me crazy. I can't decide. I AM CRAZY! I really wonder what is going through my head, or rather, my heart. Something just keeps telling me it's the wrong choice. Just reach out! Sheesh!It's just a bloody phone!!Got 2 days of break before school officially starts. I'll be alone for my first lesson and it's MACRO.Life is trying to test me, but I'll not falter.
Sunday, September 04, 2011
I feel sooo free now!
Job ended, report finished and timetable settled!
Everything is good!!
I'm going to shop for a phone tomorrow! I've set my eyes on Samsung Star II, but the cheapest I saw was $188. Was hoping to get it at around $150...
Well, see how tomorrow goes.
Ahh wonderful life. :D
Friday, September 02, 2011
Woots! I only had 1 hr of sleep!
Thank goodness my report is done!
All that is left is printing and binding it...in *****.
I need to lose weight! But it's so hard to concentrate on exercising and eating less.
Saw some SNSD photos just now and damn! I feeling like running now! Argh!
It's gonna be a great year ahead. Fighting!
I'm gonna attain everything that I want because I'll be working my very hardest.
FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT! FIGHT THOSE UNITS! FIGHT THOSE FATS!
