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Thursday, November 13, 2014

Today I was really angry.
What a nonsense person.

She has not realized that she has come a monster. I should remind her to look more closely in the mirror. What rubbish!

CSB: "Can you help to apply Credit Card?"
Me: "Yes, you'll have to fill up this application form."
CSB: "You just help me fill it up with my credit card application that I applied last time lah, ok? Bye!"
Me:"..."

2 months later.
 
CSB: "Hello, where is my credit card???! It's pending for 2 months already you know!"
Me: "I've not applied your Credit Card."
CSB: "What??!! Why? Don't you remember that I asked you to fill it up last time??"
Me: "Yes, I remember but I don't have your previous application form and essentially you should fill up the form yourself since you are the applicant."
CSB: "Then you should inform me about it! Why do you keep quiet when there are such things? You should inform me on such matters you know?!"
Me: "You should be filling up your own credit application form miss, please see example of what is the normal procedure. Everyone else is filling it up themselves."
CSB: "Then why you never tell me the process?? You should inform me on this!"
Me: "Ok so now could you please fill up your form? I've already informed the branch manager to assist you in this."
CSB: "Why you go bother your manager??? Do you think I'm escalating you? I just want to settle this with you. So if that is how you want to work, ok fine!"
Me: "It's a standard procedure to inform my manager on complicated requests and as such also assist in your queries."
CSB: "Hello, this is not complicated you know. I'm just applying credit card!"
Me:" Ok miss calm down, if you are angry with any of my actions, I will apologize to you. Please let this be and we can call it quits. If you need help with the application form, I can help you with that."
CSB:" No need for it, I will do it myself!!!!!"

What a jerk.


Tuesday, November 04, 2014

Alot of times I wonder, what I can do to make the world a better place.
But the thoughts just wanders off and I ended up not doing anything feasible.

Sometimes I feel depressed about my own being. How pathetically I've become - how reclusive, selfish and insecure. 

I wonder why I cry when I see people less fortunate than me. Do I cry because of my compassion? Or am I crying because I'm thankful I'm not that unfortunate? Ultimately I'm crying for myself more so on others. 

What a cruel thing, to steal one's health. What a cruel world. 
Why do we cause harm to each other when the world is already such a tough place to be. Shouldn't we love and help each other more? What happened to us?

I wonder if my laughter is true these days. It seems I can't tilt my feelings back. It frozen and I can't pin point why. 

Something is wrong but I don't even know what. I'm not exactly sick but I'm not feeling healthy either. I'm not sad but nor am I happy.

What a crisis.