I had the most hectic month ever. I was so active in job hunting that it kinda burnt me out. I told myself that this is just a process for self-discovery and to see the situation of the current market place. So I started with a light heart but the process still burnt me.

Almost every free time I had to schedule it out for interviews with agents and actual interviews with the companies. It was so bad that I actually fell sick due to the stress and pressure from all the interviews - especially those interviews that I had to do in Japanese.

Anyway, I have kinda stopped the hunting process and will now focus more on improving my Japanese level. Through this whole process, I realized how bad my Japanese was and that I should definitely put more effort in it if I intend to stay in Japan for a long time. 

It was kinda nice to be able to chat with so many people from the different companies and it was a good learning process for me. Of course I hope to find a better job but I don't want to rush into it. I do love my job now but it's just that I can't see myself growing if I stay.

Well, I just have to work it out somehow! There are many ways to go about doing things and once again, everything happens for a reason. So if those companies are not accepting me then it just means that it's not my path to begin with.

What's meant for you always arrive on time. So I don't have to lose hope and I will carry on the path to reaching the perfect me. 

"Life is a journey with problems to solve and lessons to learn, but most of all, experiences to enjoy."