These days my tearing point is very low, real low.
I get so upset in office that it's affecting my work.
Feel that people are trying to block my life, trying to tear me apart.
It's like, if you are nice you will get eaten up.
"Gobble bobble, I see a nice little chicken here! Let's eat it up!"
I got so tired that most times I'm on the bed these day. Just staring up at the window grills.
Thinking, crying, just lying there...looking at the sky, telling myself that what a wonderful world this is.
As long as I'm living, good things will happen.
I want to believe in that. And I can't give up, I don't have to.
Laugh away.
And other then crying, I'm also all into the rage.
I don't just get angry, I go into a rage and my body heats up. Like, some special passive skill.
"Endure! - Defense up by 50%"
I'm all the rage these day.
Laugh away.
The world is a beautiful place.
It's a easy world to live in if you take it easy.
