Spongecakes.

Tuesday, October 31, 2006

Went Anna's house for PW today.
Did a dry run ourselves..it wasn't very well done, cause there were LOTS of distractions.
1) Anna's brother
2) Swan scaring Anna's brother.
3) Anna shouting
4) YJ's whining

We managed a few laughs during our own dry run because we thought of something spasitc. Hope I can control my laughter tml.

Anna's brother did something WEIRD today. He stuffed his dog stuff toy (which he called it 'xiao bai' from the show crayon shin chan) into his pants. LOL!! Yj was like, "hey, what is your brother doing?" All of us turned and saw the poor dog...we totally cracked. The brother went outside and was scolded by the mother.
I think it was partly my fault, cause I stuffed his soft toy mouse into the back of his shirt. I saw him trying to stuff the dog into the front of his shirt, but apparently he decided to stuff it somewhere else.

I will start working at Bedok's ATC on 4th Nov. 6 days of work and $207 earned :P
Swan quit her job, it was her last day today :(

Hon no gofun aitai, anata ga inai to tsumaranai!

Thursday, October 26, 2006

I was soooo busy this week because I had a job. Having a job just changed everything...

Took a day off from my work because I had to finish up my I&R. Jinbo, thanks for telling me that you handed in your second draft. If you didn't, I wouldn't be able to motivate myself to finish. Oh ya Jin, what a great day you have..right Jin? AHAHA. DORY DORY DORY DORY. ALL THANKS TO ME AND MY FANTASTIC IDEAS.

Lets talk about work. Swan was posted to Novena Square while I to Parkway(will be shifted to Centuary Square after my training). Swan was really being lame at NS, cause Alex called Jennifer and asked if the worker she posted to NS is on medication, or that she has not taken her pills. Lol! That was our only entertainment on tuesday, cause it was so boring with no customers. There is work again tomorow..sobs. I am so tired!!
PS: Swan don't quit. We only worked for 3 day and you want to quit? Your auntie there is nice and won't fuss much. You must spare a thought for me, jennifer will just slap me if I say I want to quit.. she is ah lian you know.

Sick and tired of studying, not that I want to work either. I just want to do what I like, I mean, it would be so nice to pursue and work with my passion. I want to be an artist, make sculptures, design games..be anything that has to do with design. I want my life to be accompanied by pencils and papers but Singapore has no market for that. If only I have a stronger will to go against the current.

Sometimes, I think that I am unable to put 100% into my studies because of the fear of realising my actual worth. Never in my life have I put in 100%. Not even olevels, that was most prob only up to 80%. Strangely and weirdly, I get more then I deserve everytime. I always seem to pick up the keys that does not belong to me. There is always somebody up there helping me all the time, locating the keys to better doors near me.
Now, only the gate is opened..and this time, I will find the key to the door myself.

Focus on what I can do rather then what I can't.
I will and I can!!!!

Sunday, October 08, 2006

Just had this sudden urge to blog. Swan asked me online to dicuss our class's service learning, but she is nowhere to be found.

Felt so depressed after my maths paper, that was why I waited this long to blog about it. Man, how I always hate the feeling after a exam- done with it and all my hopes gone with it.

I don't want to dwell too much on how badly or how sadly I prepared for this final year exam. *It could really be a turning point in my life.*

Bye bye sadness.

ok the happiness now.

Watched John Tucker must die on wed. Nice show dude! Better then My super ex-girlfriend.

Went Swan's house on thursday after our shopping. I am seriously not a shopper, I get tired easily window shopping, especially for clothes. I am more to the technology side. But weirdly, shopping with Swan on thursday opened my feminine side. I was actually enjoying every moment of shopping with Swan. Looking at all the clothes and wishing I could look as nice as those mannequins. Swan sorta forced me into wearing this set of clothes, I wore it for her to see and she sorta forced me to buy it. Haha, the whole set cost $24 dollars. It was rather cheap, thats why I got persuaded easily.
It is time to grow up.

Played Monopoly with Swan in her house. I won the game!! Lol, it was very entertaining to see Swan tearing down her houses one by one. HAHA!! She joined the Jumbo's elephants patrol group and ate the poison apple twice. (The set was in Disney theme) Gosh...it was so lame.

Went Anna's house for PW on friday. OMG her brother is SUPER cute!!! His actions are so gay! :P

Went for my job interview today. Wow, hope I don't get the job. It is so freaking tedious! I need to operate the casher, clean the place, attend the customers, attract costomers and doing it all alone in the shop..OMG!!! Its $5 per hour + 5% commission, the jewelries there are about $40 to $200 so I think it would fetch us quite a sum if we commit ourselves to it. But I want something simpler!!!
*I don't mind working in a bakery for $4.50*

Been reading books all this while to diverge my attention from the computer. My brother is having exams now and I must be considerate to him. I borrowed Harry potter and the half-blood prince from the library and can straight away start roaming into the magical world. But the thing now is that I forgot all the small details, so I want to re-read all the series from the start so that I can understand the story better. Especially Order of the Phoenix, I cannot remember what happened cause it was just so boring.

Oh ya, btw..I celebrated my birthday with the beautiful chemistry paper and I received only 1 present from Pearlin and Pris. What a depressing birthday.

Omg I can't stop thinking of you, call me sick or what I don't care..cause I MISS YOU!!