Last fridsay, I left school at about 1plus because I have to report at Singapore Swimming Club for my umpiring job.
Took bus 81 from opp tpj and reached tmall. Saw something yucky...
Took the train to Kallang cause my mother told me that I can take 158 to SSC..
Reached Kallang and found NO bus 158.
Called my sister to clarify the matter cause she was from Dunman High and SSC is like very close to DHS..she told me to walk right, cross the road to the prata store. Walk straight and right across the road there would be a bus stop. I couldn't see any shit but I saw this bus stop further up. It was raining and I didn't bring my umbrella. I was also carry this HEAVY HP book..(order of the phoenix...so bloody heavy can..) + my bag was stuffed and it was darn heavy too.
Anyway I reached that bus stop and there was no 158. I walked (in the rain) up and checked the other bus stop..but it has no 158 too. Saw another bus stop opp and crossed the road to checked it and it has no 158 too. I was already soaked in the rain like nuts and the droplets on my spects aren't making my life any easier. I called lots of ppl and they couldn't tell me where to go...I stayed at that bus stop and was cursing my predicament. I decided to walk back to my starting point and ask that uncle there where the fuc* I can take 158. At that crucial moment, my trusty bag's strap SNAPPED!! I was so very pissed..

He pointed another new direction for me and I saw hope. I proceeded to that bus stop and still there was no 158. CRAP. I was walking with difficulty as the load on my arms were too frustrating. (left hand with my bag and right with potter book). Sat down at the bus stop in defeat...I was also trying to fix my bag. Didn't want ppl to look at me while I fix my bag so I went and sat at the stairs of the carpark near me. In the end, I tied my strap to my waterbottle and stuff the whole thing into the bottom of my bag...it eased my mobility, but I still have to use my arm strength to support it. It was still, however, loads better then tugging at my handle less bag...

Received a call from some uncle umpire. He called and asked if I was coming and I told him my problem. He told me to walk to Geylang Lor 4 and take 158 from there because there is no more 158 from kallang, then he told me to call him if I got any more probs. I said ok but realized that I didn't have CALLER ID...so ya..wtf.
I decided to explore..using my 6th sense for direction..I walked and somehow reached Geylang lor 1. Asked for directions to lor 4 and proceeded...Found Lor 3!! Using my 6th sense again..I walked right and all the way up. While I was walking, my bottle flew out from my bag and hit my face. OMG, I wanted to kill something at that moment. Apparently, my left hand relaxed and the strap(with the bottle) couldn't suppress the load. Reached Boon Keng rd..and realized that something was wrong. I walked all the way back to lor 3...by that time, I had real difficulty walking..cause there were blisters on my bloody feet.

I asked some auntie for direction and she pointed a direction for me. I proceeded but stopped halfway because I realized that that was the bus stop I started out from. SHIT!! So I retraced my steps. The umpire called again and I told him my exact location. I told him I am directly under the lor 3 sign and there is a CC right in front of me. He was shocked and said that there shouldn't be any CC near me. Instead, he told me that there should be a BIG MR inverter advertisement on my left. I told him I see NONE...there was no advert near me at all. He had to report for his match and so he hung up on me. I walked to the nearest bus stop (not surprised when there was no 158) and rested.

I found that bus stop super familiar...OMG I am at SWAN's house! I immediately called swan and she told me to walk (back facing the CC) all the way to the main road. I reached the main road and saw that it was lor 3 too. Swan told me to walk left and cross the road. Then walk all the way up (following the traffic). I walked, crossed the huge intersection and saw GEYLANG LOR 7. OMG.
BUt I also saw that MR inverter thing..which means that I am on the right track. I was so happy and the inverter song started to play in my head.
"If you need someone.....its mr inverter..mr inverter..mr inverterrrr~~"
I called swan again and told her that I reached LOR 7 instead. She was shocked and asked me to describe my surrounding. I told her that I was close to Shell and she asked me to ask the ppl there.

I walked into the store but there were 4-5 ppl queuing up and hogging the counter. So I walked out and some uncle was asking if I was looking for toilet. I told him that I wanted to find lor 4 and he directed me to another uncle. The new uncle pointed to my right and I saw that stupid lor 4's sign located so close to me. I confirmed with him if there was158 at that bus stop and he said yes. He asked where I wanted to go and I told him SSC. So he pointed the corrected bus stop for me.

FINALLY, I reached that damm bus stop. Check for the no. of stops until SSC..6 stops. Waited 15mins for the bus to reach. The bus uncle wasn't in a very good mood. He was honking at anything he doesn't see fit and kept cursing under his breath. Maybe he was angry that LTA closed down so many of his stops heh.

After so many grueling hours, I finally reached my pit-stop.
"Sorry, you are the last team to arrive...."
I rushed and reported to the ppl there. They were surprising good to me..and that uncle that guided me on the phone told me jokingly to explain to the organizer. He came towards me and asked me to write my name and IC on a piece of paper. He gave me an envelop after I finished writing my name..(I knew it was my pay..omg I haven started my job la haha)
"....however, this is a non-elimination race and..."

Anyway there were all very nice to me. It was also fun talking to them. Ppl always put their guard down when they see me. I mean, they don't see me as a proper umpire although I am like qualified. I wasn't that scared because it was just a small tournament organized by the club for its club members. I don't have to be very strict, which I think was nice :)
I hate it when I have to be super strict. cause many clubs like these don't really know how to serve in the correct way and they won't like it when I foul them as they think that I AM JUST A FREAKING SMALL KID THAT DOESNT KNOW HOW TO PLAY TABLE TENNIS.
Come on..I played table tennis since I was p2 can?? I participated in numerous tournament and I have all the exposure and experience. I won't freak out and let those stupid UNCLES climb over me..dammit.

Oh ahah I digressed. Sorry, I was too agitated. Anyway, it was great fun and I earned $40 when I just umpired 2 quick match (best out of 3) which only lasted like..erm..less then an hour? LOL..umpiring brings GREAT money. I actually wanted to umpire for nationals primary school held in Kong hua but too bad it clashed with my time table. Man..nationals would pay me real well man..shit..nvm next year then. :) I want to go back KH as it brings me many fond memories of my childhood tournament days. I really miss those day.. haik. Who would have guessed that after 10 years I will come back to the place where I started? lol

I still remembered the days in KH. LOL the epps ppl were always saying that the school looked damn nice. Hall air-conditioned.then canteen got sell ice cream somemore HAHA! We were stupid kids..Every year we would go back and fight it out with the other pri schools..then we would come back again another day for our prize presentation..so shiok. We also disliked KH's coach..but he became my coach in seconday. AHHA what a weird turn of events. Bleh..the past can never return.

PS: I have something really impt to say. I hope that those who have finished reading the last HP sequel will have the decency to SHUT THEIR BLOODY MOUTHS UP. I know, you are all excited and all but PLEASE..Please respect those who haven't read it and respect the book. Spoiler are no fun and it is NOT funny also to torment someone by saying out the ending when CLEARLY someone doesn't want to hear it. THANKS

Monday
-Badminton: went in semi-finals
-PE: played volley with the class. So fun
-Hit some auntie while playing badminton, she was definitely in the wrong. OMG she acted like a small child..keep whining. I am scared of her now..sort of pitied her too

Tuesday
-emo day for me
-School ended super early?? Omg I can't reacall.

Wed
-Super emo + unlucky day for me
-Ionic eqm test was hard, which pissed me off.
-Wanted to do the survey, but server down. We entertained ourselves with PAINT instead..LOL
-Wanted to play volley for SPE but it rained. SPE ended early
-Got into the finals of the girls and mixed doubles category
-Got 2nd placing for girls single and CHAMPION for mixed double :D!!
-Talked to someone's husband :P
-Went temesek poly with pearlin (happy bday pearlin and pris!!)
-Met up with my nas table tennis gang and played a few matches of doubles.
-Saw poly's standard of volleyball (there was some competition going on..) OMG their standard were SUPER DUPER high. They are such GOOD players and TALL too.
-Went home with huiling and pearlin

Thursday
-We took the roles we assigned ourselves on Wednesday. We named ourselves after the 7 deadly sins: Lust, Greed, Gluttony, Envy, Sloth, Pride, Wrath
Lust: Sheryl
Greed: Bijun
Gluttony: Anna
Envy: Me
Sloth: Jinbo
Pride: Sam
Wrath: Swan Chiu
The 7 sins represented each of us very very well...shall not elaborate too much on it. Anyway we
decided to call ourselves the S-Club 7.
-Went and watched HP at princess with kwan and Bijun. We were so afraid that we went into the wrong theater..it was free sitting btw, lol cause there were only about 15 ppl in the whole cinema. The movie was quite ok, it would be better if they included the OWL test procedures + all the departments of the ministry. They can actually delete the whole Cho part tho..and for some reason, we all agreed that she looked abit like vHO( just that she was prettier and ALOT whiter). We were totally disgusted by it..
Snape: " I nearly vomited"

Friday
-Played volleyball under the damn hot sun after school
-Stopped at 1 and stayed in E103 to study. Drank my fav Lemon tea ^^
-Got chased out of the class rm
-Went and studied at the study area outside some LT
-Played volley again at 4..
-Kwan went for ther CWO, me and swan patiently waited.
-Saw kwan running. AHHA it was so funny. She was also easily spotted as she was the only idiot who was wearing a UNIFORM

Saturday
-Meet the parents session
-My mother couldn't make it, so I had to bring my sis.
-My sis said miss devi was a very nice teacher..she was also weirdly inspired by her and told me she felt like doing chemistry again -_-|||
-Wanted to find mr tay and Magdalene Loh..they couldn't be found anywhere in school. They must have went for their lunch or something..sadness!!!
-Shared a small umbrella and walked all the way to 201
-Ate waffle and ban mian..
-Sister wanted to cut her hair at Kimage, but decided not to because they raised their price from$ 31.50 to $38
-Went to the pet shop instead..omg both of us fell in love with the rabbits there. There was this super duper CUTE and funny looking rabbit with permed hair. LOL so cute..we wanted to ask how much but we didn't.
-Went white sands and topped up our cards..sis felt sick and we rushed home.
-Went out again for my weekly nose check-up. It was really just a check-up and nth more =D

Sunday
-Woke up super early at 8am +
-Watched 1 episode of yugi and played some escape the room thing. I love solving puzzles.
-Met up with Jinbo in white sands and we studied in Mac
-We got chased out at about 7.30pm and we went 'shopping'
-Wanted to let all our pent up frustrations out by killing some zombies..but it was freaking 2 bucks for 1 player and we dismissed the idea. Damm the house of dead
-Saw this army guy playing the arcade drums..coolnesss!!! I want to buy that machine home
-Went to the pet shop..and saw my sister. HAHA it sounded like my sis was an animal!
-The 3 of us walked home together..and we shared a small umbrella..it was so pathetic (we should have left jinbo in white sands)

All in all, it was a bad week for me. Very emotional..but I was quick to recover from it. So proud of myself. I have been eating my yucky medication every morning and night..it sucks. I am also suffering from sore throat every morning, blocked nose every night and lack of sleep everyday.
But I have faith that I will work hard...the gears are running inside me. Tml I will stay back in school to study..maybe wait for jinbo's napha to be over.

Omg, talking about jinbo..I have something to tell all of you out there.
HE IS NOT MY BOYFRIEND!!!!
I dono how many times ppl gave me that look and how many times ppl asked me that qn. Furthermore, he always call me darling which gives ppl EXTRA wrong ideas. I mean..I am very close to jin because apparently, we live very close to each other, we take the same bus home, we are in the same class, we studied in the same pri sch, I happen to know his twin sister, we both love playing maple, we are both as bitchy( well, jin is more bitchy then me tho), we both took pure science, we are both losers in love and we know each other's secret.
It was because we hanged out really lovingly in LTC that gave ppl the WRONG idea about us. I mean come on..we were so totally suffering in LTC you know?? We have only each other...sobs..
Anyway my point it..I AM STILL SINGLE!!!

WHERE IS MY PRICE CHARMING???

I have been suffering from this nose irritation thingy for quite sometime..about 3 years?? Around there..so yesterday, my mom made me visit this famous nose specialist that was recommended by her friends.

I went in and the doctor asked me what was wrong with me. I told him and he said something like..Ah! You came to the right place! Nobody in singapore can beat my skills. Blah BLAH BLAH
Is those weird super BHB and ah beng boss leader type doctor.
Then he showed me some pictures of his patients..and told me that I don't have to shed a drop of blood. Then he went on and brag..BLAH BLAH..
I asked him if its painful..then he said: "Small kid also come, you think painful??" Then he showed me more pictures of his patients..
I got more freaked out..cause they don't look very happy inside....I mean they really DON'T look happy at all..
Then he went on and said, "you know wasabi? Ya? Its like wasabi like that"
Omg I that freaked me out even more..cause I hate wasabi.

Then when my father and mother came back, he asked me to sit on this very comfortable black recliner. I was FREEZING cold..and waiting and waiting for him to prepare. He pushed my head very rowdily back towards the recliner and pasted some tape below my nose. The worst is, he took out my spects..so my vision was blurly..so freaky can!
Then he went and prepare while talking very loudly with my parents about some things...I can't rem cause I was totally in my own world.

Then I saw a blurry image coming towards me and he said: " xiao mei, ren yi ren.."
OMG THEN BEFORE I CAN REACT HE STUCK SOME METAL THINGS STRAIGHT INTO MY NOSE. THE PAIN WAS SOOOOOOOOOO EXCRUCIATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!!
It was like something hit your nose really powerfully and the pain just shot right up your brain and you feel all the numbness shit. I tot I was going to faint.
I was calling out for my mother..asking her to hold my hand..and my father on the other because I was freezing and I really need some emotional support. It really felt like I was dying.
The doctor was saying 3 mins only..I heard and was trying my very best to endure the pain. I tried to lower my head and he came and push my head back to its original position, since I cant really see without my spects and my head was super numb and painful..I closed my eyes really tight and my tears just flowed out endlessly. I nv cried that much in my life..

Its not because it was painful that I cried. I mean, its more of like having a really hard hit on the nose and the tears will just flow automatically...ya that kind. Wah but my tears was just leaking out from my eyes like some tap..
3 mins was like eternity and the receptionist came in and said that I can endure pain very well...i was wondering if I really did. cause she may just have said it to comfort me, unless there are others that actually shouted or something. Throughout the 3 mins, I was breathing through my mouth and I felt really thirsty. Omg la, it was just hell....
"do you want to experience what death is like?"

When the time was nearly up, HE TOOK A PICTURE OF ME WHEN I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN. I kinda expected he would, cause there was a camera on his table. But I think its kinda sick to picture your patient when they are still only subconsciously alive.
When he took out the metal things out from my nose, I was SO GOD DAMM HAPPY. My brain still remained in the same state of numbness tho, but the pain wasn't as great anymore. He passed me lots of tissue and asked me to clean up.

We went out and paid them $250..and the same receptionist was explaining to me how to consume my medication and all those things (luckily my mother was there with me, cause nth went in my head) I have to visit him 2 more time..so check on the condition of my nose..oh god no more!! please..he better just CHECK n not do anything.

For this 3 weeks, I can't consume any fried or unhealthy food, I can't eat my vitamin pills, I can't breath through my nose, I can't sleep well, but I must still study. Sian.
My nose is also leaking some weird thing..and I have to bring lots of tissue to school. Hiak..this better cure my sickness man. If not I am NEVER going to try to cure it again.

I was thinking about you when I couldn't take the pain anymore. Hiak..like you would ever think about me like that.. sheesh!!

Omg I lost my my very nice shiny earring yesterday, only the left side tho. So sad, now I am wearing the very ah lian chain-thingy earring.

Jin called my yesterday after he went for his HP movie. He asked me to come online for some special discussion. I was doing my chem organic mind map and it was just then that I realized that the earring on my left ear was missing. I quickly rushed to the bathrm, but my mom was freaking washing the clothes...and was sort of disposing the water into the drain..splashing water all over the toilet.....
Guess my earring is gone forever.

My left ear doesn't seem fated to have a earring. During LTC, Abigail water-bombed my earring off too..it was also the same shiny type and it was ALSO on my left ear. Hrum...is someone trying to tell me something??

Well, I think I can't go home as early next week due to all the..erm..extra lessons for those special students. BOO! Nvm got ppl accompany me haha, I am not alone and thats fine.

Going back to sch later for badminton interhouse..hope I don't get stressed.
Went for KFC just now with swan..and I met my sis while walking home from the mrt station. HAAH she looks stressed..then when I was about to reach my blk, I saw my brother. Lol what coincidence is this? He wasn't wearing his spects (cause he wanted to look cool and wear sunglasses) and I suddenly realized that he has such small eyes!! Single eyelid man, I didn't know. AHHAHAA! I passed him my unfinished cheesy meltz and asked him to EAT it. What a nice handover. Anyway cheesy meltz suck

I nearly left my racket in the library just now..phew man. Borrowed a book! I am a very clever girl.

I wish jinbo LUCK TODAY. I hope everything goes well for him..I wonder how much karma he has collected all these years for this to happen.
Man, I want more karma! I used up alot of my karma this week..boo!!!When will my lucky break come??

If I could firmly reach out my hand
to the source of the light that shines on me

Monday
Volleyball lost. We lost to Heron 1:2..it was so close. I was quite disappointed, cause I didn't perform up to my own standard. They used a harder ball this time and the winds were quite strong ..quite hard for me to play smoothly. Anyway, I didn't really touch the ball much..cause I am like one of the least pro ppl in my team..I sort of stood there like a vase and watching them play. Haha! But it was really quite wasted, 13/15 15/13 13 15..so CLOSE!!!

Straight after my volley, I ran to the hall for my badminton mixed doubles. We won!!
Nothing much after that..just saw that handsome J1..HAHA! Pris was FLIRTING with him and making me jealous. I didn't know he is such a ABC..cannot speak chi de...but still very handsome nevertheless heh..

Btw something good happened :P (Jin was giving me that slutty evil eye look)
HAHA! Looks like I don't have to pon my maths to be able to see my favorite someone in school~

Tuesday
Nth much happened today..omg I can't rem anything??? OHH ya, kwan bijun sam peisi and me became the first visitor of our school's very own councilor. I like the green finger chairs...so sexy. But it was funny, cause they actually took over the photography room..now kwan don't have to worry about being there or not for her photography meetings. Anyway, I don't think she even remembered she is in that club...

Wednesday
Went for the army session thing..shared the bus with 07. They were being rather high at the back of the bus..which is a stark contrast to our class. All of us were like bored and falling asleep..
When we crossed the gate and were issued the map on the bus, swan suddenly said she wanted to pee..LOUDLY. haha I think it was soo unglam can..
We were brought to view their bunks and washing area...and we automatically went and explore the toilets ourselves. (well swan needed to pee anyway..) I think it was very neat! Amazing for guys to be that neat. It reminded me of my secondary LTC days..when the teacher made us rearrange everything in our bunks in EXACTLY the same way. I felt REALLY tortured and I think jinbo would be too next year. HAHA!!

Anyway we got separated from the other green groups..the in-charge just managed to forgot about the poor 15 peeps that were stationed at the food station. We waited, we ATE and we 'signaled' for help. Some kind soul decided to lead us back to our groups but it was too late..so we just followed some other groups in front of us. Both me and jin thought that the army girls were so cool. I think they are like so brave to volunteer for Army..to go through all the rigorous trainings. That slutty jin just said something like.."I bet they are all butches or something.."
Anyway, I think he was just depressed.

Viewed lots of guns and equipments..god! I didn't know that guns were so heavy. For me, I am more interested in handguns rather then those rifle or machine things. Both me and jin saw someone handsome..hehe but it was just a short encounter.

During the dialogue session, Jin, bijun, kwan..almost everyone was sleeping. I WASN'T! I think he answered rather well and I think he is quite a respectable man.. quite humorous too. Magdalene Loh was also dozing off la! HAHA all of us saw what happened. I think she is really funny..ahah like always so panicky and stressed.. Cannot stay still like that. Just like today, she was abit haywire. Computer mouse don't have mouse ball then become panicky.."aiya how ar how ar?? No time leh..how ar??Why cannot move?? Who so bad go n steal the ball"
"Anyone of your have extra MOUSE?" AHAHAHA!! We started to laugh really loud..cause we actually though she wanted to say who got extra ball. She like blur sotong like that lol so funny

Anyway, during the session I was feeling rather uncomfortable..like fever like that. Head super giddy..too much walking and too much aircon I guess. I also drank too much fruit punch...
Too bad anna wasn't in school that day or it would have been alot funner. It has been a great experience for me..due to some reason I can't state here hehe.. Will keep it in my heart forever.

Today
I just finished this stress test form tickle.

"You're a Mover 'n' Shaker. You're full of nervous energy — the more stressed you feel, the more you feel the urge to move. Taking a run or doing some jumping jacks is a great way to burn off physical tension instead of letting it build up. Or you may find that your body kicks into high gear automatically — fidgeting and foot tapping are often signs of internalized, otherwise-unexpressed stress.

Staying active is an important way to help your body handle stress — but not if you use activity as a way of escaping your problems. There's a difference between taking a walk to mull over a stressful issue or decision and heading out for a long run just when you should be sticking around to take care of business. Excessive nervous activity, too — constant restless movements, doodling, etc. — can also take away some of your focus and make you less-effective at dealing with stress. Stay aware of your body, and don't forget to enlist your mind, too."

OMG. How true!! When I am too tensed..too stressed when thinking about something that will really freak me out..I will jump out of my bed, run all the way into the dark living room, cap my ears and jump till I calmed myself then I will calm back to sleep. Sometimes I cry too, but not often..None of my family member knew about this little habit of mine. Its quite pathetic..cause I always think about the wrong things at the wrong time. Like late into the night when everyone is sleeping, some weird thoughts will seep in and...haik but I guess it works tho.. cause I always wake up feeling much happier.

I have to work hard.
Good memories are meant to be kept deep inside my heart.
Such a small think can make me so happy..i am such a stupid person..

Today's volleyball interhouse was SOOO BLOODY FUN!!
Our group paired together really well, like there were no conflicts and we were encouraging ourselves the whole time during the match.
We beat S11 2:0(Hawk)!!
Volleyball is so fun!! :)

It was so cool!! Haha!! I performed rather well in my opinion. I only make 2 mistakes out of the whole game
-hitting 1 ball at the wrong angle
-hitting 1 ball when its already out

I actually helped the team scored some points!! I managed to receive 95% of the balls that came to me.
MUHAHAH! I am really a TALENT!! :P
I am also a very steady server. HAHAHA
Really!! I think I served really well no outs or misses...straight into the opp's court. I was so not having any competition phobia and was really enjoying every minute of the game. What a nice day! Oh ya! BTW, Gerald was so funny! LOL he play volleyball using Basketball style and was penalized for holding. HAHA! Sheryl was laughing so loud! But he did pick up quite fast too.. NGEE ANN ppl rocks...haha thebestschoolever~

Oh today we also had badminton interhouse. Luckily I wasn't playing..will be playing on Monday. It was rather messy..but we managed to clear the mess up. Mr Chew was being rather irritating..but I don't really blame him. Just didn't really like his tone.
Anyway we managed to clear up the mess..hope it will be smooth on monday.
Kwan and Peisi lost in women's badminton..what a waste :(
Nvm, I will help Eagle win some points for sure :P

MID YEAR..
OMG! THIS IS LIKE MY WORST MIDYEAR EVER IN MY ENTIRE LIFE.
I flunked my maths like siao..and I only sub-passed my ECONS!! WHY WHY???!!!?? My fav sub leh..SOBS!!!But everyone did badly la..so nvm. HAH
I think I will fail all..exp for english and phy..I DO REALLY HOPE I CAN PASS MY PHY CAUSE THAT WAS THE ONLY SUB I ACTUALLY STUDIED FOR.
As for chem, I can only say good luck to myself.

I really had no motivation during the holidays..haik
I must work harder. I will do better. This is my last and only chance to prove myself..the last exam.
OMG..I dont dare to show my parents my results...

I am so stinky and sticky now...bathing time!