Watched what happens in Vegas today with the bday girl. She also took all the money in my wallet...she is a bad bad girl.
The show was actually nicer then I thought it would be...normally I will never consider watching a romantic movie cause it doesn't interest me and its not worth the money to watch. But somehow and recently, romantic shows just gets on me..its just nice to have a lifelong partner. Watching shows like these makes me wanna date someone. I wonder who is that someone..tsk tsk!
BBQed with my present class yesterday. It was fun and I can't wait for the photos~
and I STILL haven decided.. I think if my relative is willing to rent me their condo, I will go SIM. HAH I just hate to travel. But I still really want to experience hostel life..haik but its like really SO HARD to get into local U. You get poor grades for GP and u are as good as dead. And I got this feeling I will get only something like BBD or BBC..those average results that cannot guarantee a placing for me in business. So whats the point if I retake? Recent test only showed me mediocre result and maybe I should really just proceed and heck about all those whateversss that is bugging me.
Cheers to life.
Friday, May 23, 2008
"Don't worry if you start off this day feeling a bit depressed -- it won't last very long. To help speed up your good cheer, try to get outside as soon as you can for a brief stroll. The fresh air will help you think more clearly and see things in the proper perspective. Being in a blue funk is nothing to worry about anyway -- you have to work through your feelings, and sometimes it's not a fun experience. The good news is that you will come to answers today that will make you feel very good."
So true.. :)
Thursday, May 15, 2008
I am partially paralyzed. Did my jumping, running, stretching and pulling yesterday..and now my whole body is aching. IT HURTS!!!
My sis and I took our mum for SPA on mothers' day. HAHA! We made her a card too, bought her a pink rose...and ate a whooping $91 dollars seafood meal. My mother sure is a weird person...she was obviously very happy about the SPA thingy but she was acting like she wasn't impressed. HAHA, so Sagittarius of her.
I feel so tired now..and VERY HUNGRY. School was alright I guess..just that sometimes I will have sudden bouts of nostalgia, making me sad. Same school, same topics..but why is it so different?I really miss the old times in school..the mindless jokes, the laughters, the stress..and being able to see a certain someone....erm..heh.. But what is gone is gone....and I wouldn't want to see that someone again cause I think it will just make me sadder..and I don't even know why I feel sad anyway. Its weird, but I just want to be able to see and not to be together with. This is such a dumb thing but at least it motivates me to...
I miss MAPLESTORY! and I want to see jinbo! hahahahhaha!!
I love and hate making decisions.
Wednesday, May 07, 2008
Today was such a DEEPSHITDAY for me and zhiyi.
We were denied toilet breaks for the rest of the year for chem lessons..just because we went to the toilet today for about 10 mins. Our fav teacher thought we went to the CANTEEN to chat with frds when in actual fact, we went to the photocopying shop...and the toilet of course. She just have issues with the canteen, lib and zhiyi's long hair.
We went to the lib after our chem and mugged there. I was reading a book titled I am a cat. HAHA it is a very nice book written by a Japanese author. I love Japanese authors, they give so much depth to a book and it gave me so much understanding and inspiration. :) Especially Haruki Murakami's books..man you should grab one for leisure reading and I highly recommend South of the border, west of the sun. Its the best so far.
Back to the story.. while in the lib, amina called and told us that commando lee wants to see us after school today or we will have to see the principal. HAHA we were freaked out cause we skipped PE and SPE for about a mth. LOL We saw him after school and it was nothing much, just that we HAVE to attend BOTH SPE and PE from next week onwards. We took our weight and it spoiled my day. I gained like 2 kg. This really suck man. I really want to lose some freaking weight! I want to lose 8kg! and I will go to some weight management program if my weight doesn't drop any further. YES I WILL GO TO THE EXTREME!
SHUCKS. I have to run like shit again. I got half the mentality to just flunk the physical test..but my sporting genes won't allow me to do that cause I want to get gold. I must get gold or it will spoil my all gold record. :)
AND I am offered a place in SIM. Man, I have to choose my future again. Its a 50-50 thing you know? I don't mind staying and repeat another year, but I also don't mind being in sim. They offered me business banking and finance...haik what do I really want? I just read some girl's blog and she freaking got straight 4As. OH MAN. I nearly fainted and its like LIFE is just so UNFAIR. She excels in sports and also her studies..and I think she is freaking rich too! and she is quite good looking too!! OH MAN! God bless u!Oh man! and I just noticed that I will never win her! I got only freaking 3H2! :(
My split road:- 1. Why I want to retake I can get my straight As I can get into local uni I play tt in uni I can experience hostel life I can enroll in uni together with my poly frds I can go design course as I have the time to make my portfolio now I can boost my already very low morale and prove to myself that I can change my life I don't want to my shit results to stay with me for life I don't want to regret making the wrong choices because of societal factors
2. Why I don't mind going SIM I don't want to waste another year in school I am not 100% sure I will do very well SIM-UOL graduates can also have high pay as most companies are privately based and won't factor university into their hiring decision I have frds that may be enrolling together with me in the same course My mother, seniors and frds think that SIM is a better choice then retaking I have no financial burden and private uni are not that exp in my opinion
Ok, I can't think of anymore things to write. Its just so HARD to decide..sheesh.
