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Friday, December 19, 2008

Yo PPL!!
I am finally here..
All thanks to PEARLIN MEI.

Oh and THANKS Pearlin & Pris, FOR the Cookie Monster!!
I really love it!!!!
And you know, I still have scratch marks all around me. Thanks to your very nice and friendly dog.

This week was suchhhhh a busy week. All the Christmas cards..all the words..all the drawings..
Hey, there is a different drawing for each card I wrote. :D
And they are mostly nice maybe even very nice (hah!), except for the first 3 cards...they were plain due to lack of planning..well too bad..heh
I even colored the pics I drew! AHHA I like my cards to have a general feeling of happiness. I like to fill all the empty spaces up so it feels like a whole package. Ey, I just think that most ppl will feel happy receiving a nicely decorated card. :)
And since it is the season of give and forgive..HAHA I will give it ALL!
I even made 3 cards from scratch, envelops and all. Ohh man they are soo cute!! ^^
I could even sell a few you know...hrum...

Didn't sleep well for the week. Slept at almost 5am every day...yesterday was even more special. Slept at 7.30am. All thanks to ANNA. But she gave me free tickets for Fei Lun Hai concert.. AAHHA so ya. I still love her. :)
Yes Fei Lun Hai!!! HAHAH!! I am going for their concert later!
I am not a big fan of them at all, but I serisouly think they are all very good looking. Its kinda hard to focus you know cause I don't know who to look at...hehe

Omg. Jinbo is flying off to US for a year tomorrow and I cannot send him off. :(
Cause I am also flying off to Beijing tml at 8.30am. Oh man, all the flight fears are coming again. I really hate flying. I always have a bad feeling. 6hrs??!!

I will miss Jinbo and I wish him all the best for the coming year. I hope he will enjoy working as a clerk in US...and hope he gets to know lots of ang mos.

AND I hope the both of us will have a safe flight tomorrow. I will be back on the 26th. I hope everything is well..and I hope they stop bringing us to pearl or bird nest shops.

Oh ya. ~~MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE!!! HAVE A NICE HOLIDAY!~~

It's another year of Christmas in another country.

Monday, December 08, 2008

Chocs are the best remedy for an unhappy heart.
Esp those produced by CADBURY. :)
Perfectness in every bite. *Drools* :D

Btw Amazing race rocks!

Saturday, December 06, 2008

I wonder what is happening to me.
I don't feel well and then I keep thinking, maybe I can never catch up to you. The one person that is so distant and so close to me at the same time. Hahaha
Its so weird. Its not like we even talked b4. And I wouldn't want to, for fear that u will spoil the perfect impression I have of you.
On the other hand, I hate the perfectness. I want to smash it. Its a weird source of motivation for me hahahah
Call it envy. X_X

Met up with jinbo and anna yesterday. Ate sushi tei and then we drank at a bar.
Jin's treat.
It was great seeing them but I just felt so tired. Esp after the drinks..likes there is something I need to do and I have not been doing it right. But what??
My mind is very blur.

Sang KTV with my sis n her frd today.
Collected our camera.
walked and walked.

Didn't sleep well yesterday. My mind is just buzzing with dialogues...all the things that happened. And why I just have to butt in? I will never know..it just feels like the right thing to do.
Why don't people appreciate others more? Why don't ppl listen to me?
Must I be great so that ppl will listen to me?

If that is the case. Then I want to be so high up that I can't hear anything. Or so powerful that I can shut them all up.
But, I don't regret butting in. Its nice to follow your heart once in a while...heh

ahah hrum. I wonder when I can be free from all troubles. And live my precious life to the fullest. And be happy all day! :)
That day will only arrive when I am perfect. :)

Life is so SHORT!!!

Omg, maybe I am emo cause I am turning 20. I haven accomplished anything yet! I don't like the fact that my decades of memory can turn into dust..that everything is slipping away.
I want a time-turner!! I will go back to my sec 3 days..the best damm days of my life. :)

Eyyyy what is wrong with me?
I haven even started and I am feeling scared. Boo to life.

lalala btw I did another 2 drawings again. Time passes well when I am drawing. Its like there is only the picutre and me and nth else on earth. Its so intense..so FIERCE. HAHA..my heart thumps at the prospect of a perfect picture..
Art is amazing.. cause you don't need the whole world to appreciate it. If there is one person who appreciates it, then its worth all the trouble. Cheers to life. :)

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

Bought Namie's Queen of HipPop while shopping at Parkway with sis yesterday.
Guess how much? $9.95! AHHA
What a great buy!

Also brought Gary Chaw's super sunshine at bugis some time ago..
totally wasted my $7.
Its was such a so-so album that I cannot even recall the song names.
Should have bought S.H.E's FM instead.

Anyway, I was pondering whether I should even consider taking my basic on 8Jan.
Its not like I am even into driving..I prefer being fetched or taking the bus. AND its not like I am gonna drive straight after I passed. Of course, I will still want to be able to drive..but maybe not now.
I have other higher priorities at the moment.

Sketched 3 pictures yesterday.
Drew 2 full bodied manga-type male characters...
So far, I have shaded a sphere, cylinder..drew a pumpkin with oil-pastel colour toning and a chili that went out of shape.
I am weak with colour enhancements and movements of manga characters..especially the fingers. Wondering if I should take manga drawing classes....or should I focus on landscape drawing and techniques. OR should I learn how to do basic animations..cause I really hope to be able to be a great digital animator. I want to create something as simple and beautiful at Pingu. Is it stop motion animation?? I dono, but I like the plasticine feeling.
Sooo confusing~

Wasted my whole day at home. Not going out..:(
Sis has to prepare for her jap level 2 exam on sunday.

I want to shop for clothes!
I want to check out courses!
I want to learn the violin!
I want to collect my Samsung camera!
I want to learn Photoshop!
I want THat job!
I want a whole set of Copic markers!
I want carbon sticks!
I want browner hair!
I want to lose 5kg!!!!! (cause I know I would be even FATTER after my Beijing trip)

ARGH!!!!!