Sunday, August 28, 2011
I'm now wearing my new spectacles.
It's gonna be my final one, I'm not going to change it anymore.
I feel so uncomfortable now.
Haik, the pain of wearing spectacles.
I was so frustrated and sad on that day when I made this spectacles. I whined to my sis, asking her what did I do wrong and why are my eyes so fucked up. Nearly cried too. But I told myself to look forward and 'think of all the positiveness".
Argh, I'm feeling more and more uncomfortable.
Guess I'll give myself 1 more day to adjust to this. If I don't, I'm going to tell them to reduce my degree by 25 for both eyes.
Damm eyes, but I should be grateful for being able to see.
Saturday, August 27, 2011
I need to ignore all the noises that are affecting me.
Concentrate!
Don't keep thinking that someone is finding it irritating or whatsoever.
You really want it isn't it??
It's the only thing you are moving towards at the moment.
MOVE MOVE MOVE!
Don't let small things affect you.
I need to start believing in myself.
I need to buck up and be more diligent, practice makes perfect.
Have more CONFIDENCE!
I need to smile more.
Sunday, August 21, 2011
Went Zouk yesterday with JC friends + swan's guy friends.
After 1 glass of Volka+Orange and 1 glass of Volka+Coke, I was drunk.
Goodness me.
I felt so terrible and was nearly fainting, plus I wanted to puke. Luckily my stomach was rather empty, being my last eaten meal was at 1pm. But thanks to that I couldn't hold my liqueur.
And I was so afraid I will lose sight of my friends, I keep grabbing on to them. I would really faint if I knew that I lost them in the monster crowd!
I felt uncomfortable with yesterday's conversations.
What I am doing now is nothing to be embarrassed about, but I just don't feel like telling anyone. And worse, I don't really know how to lie.
I don't even know why I'm so reluctant to speak about it!
I think maybe it's a totally new area and direction I'm heading right now, like a totally new me, so I don't feeling like mixing it with my old life.
Slept at nearly 4am yesterday, so why the hell am I awake now??
I think clubs should play Korean/Japanese songs.
Friday, August 19, 2011
Aiyo, why is my weight always the same?
I'm already eating lesser and going for exercises!
What extremes do I have to do to make myself slimmer??!
I NEED MOTIVATION!
Guess I it's time to watch SNSD again.
Oh my..I am really super super tired. But I can't fall asleep now, there are still so many things to do. :(
Saturday, August 13, 2011
I don't know why I'm so determined to master Yui's Again.
Maybe it's because I don't wanna lose to her...
I know I'm not even qualified to pit myself against her, maybe it's just that I'm always so awed by her.
Singer-Songwriter.
Gosh, can I become like her one day?
I've a sudden strength to plow through guitar chords.
It's gonna be a long long chase.
Saturday, August 06, 2011
Dammit! It was such a sucky day!!I hate XINWANG CAFE! Baked rice is NOT fully cooked! The freaking rice is so hard!My DVD RW can't rewrite itself! What is the use of a RW when I can't RW it??!!Argh and I really don't like doing TS. :(I feel cheated every time I say yes.
