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Saturday, November 26, 2011

I'm totally torn.

A part of me is telling me to chill. Take things easy, life is life so just go along with it.
It all ends up to the same destination isn't it?

But another part of me is urging me to move forward. Jump into it and put all your time/spirit/energy into it.
Make a bet with your life and see if you can change it.

I'm so sacred.
I'm worried that I've no talent at all.
Really, it's hard to see that in myself.
But that doesn't mean that I can just give it up isn't it?

I've been moving along with everyone even if I did know that we're all moving nowhere.
Is it time gather my courage and break away from it?
Break and run away from it all?
Can I do it?


Friday, November 25, 2011

I restrung the guitar myself yesterday!
Not sure if I had done it correctly...but it sounds ok.

Recently I've been thinking of nothing and listening to nothing else but YUI and her songs.
She is affecting me in ways that I never thought she would and I kinda hate this feeling.
The more information I get, the smaller I feel.
But somehow, I feel positive.
Nonchalant positiveness.

For now:
Don't think of what you want to do.
Don't think of what you wish to do.
Just do what you need to do.

Do the need. Do the NEED!

"いつだって未来を信じているから"
Green a.live, YUI


Friday, November 18, 2011

突然觉得我和你的距离好远,
让我感觉我的梦想好像很难实现。

现在我的心里有一种忐忑不安的感觉,
可能会有不好的事情发生...

我的心里好空虚啊!
我真正想要的是什么?!

我心里不安的起源到底是从哪来的??
为什么我一直闷闷不乐?!

他妈的,我的华文真的退步了~
:(


Sunday, November 13, 2011

I just realised that both my favorite singers have the same surname!
Yoshioka Yui or better known as YUI
Yoshioka Kiyoe as Ikimono-gakari's lead singer.

Haha what are the odds man!
Heh!



Friday, November 11, 2011

Just had a thought.

Sometimes it amazes me that we can get used to a phone so quickly.
I purposely switched to a qwerty phone from my usual candy bar just so to feel a change.
I think I smsed pretty fast on candy bars. My fingers can move perfectly without thought, like they are in their own world. Much like my fingers are talking instead of my mouth.
A pretty awesome feeling.

Just now, I texed my sis and realised that I'm doing the same thing to the qwerty. My fingers are moving without thought and words in my brain are instantly formed on the screen.

I guess this just goes to show that practice makes perfect. I've practiced unconsciously on the qwerty and perfected it.
Brains are amazing!

11.11.11.11.11.11
Don't forget what you wished for when you were half awake.


Wednesday, November 09, 2011

I have a sudden urge to go Japan/Taiwan/Korea.
I have a sudden craving for pudding now.
I have sudden cravings for ramen when I'm hungry.
I need to filter my memory.
I need to smile.
I hope I get replies from my post soon!


Saturday, November 05, 2011

Yesterday was spent in the greatest way. No minute was lost!

Woke up at a really nice time of 9.30am and watched 1 part of The Stand with my sister. Left home at 10.30am for school. Saw a familiar face on bus, what are the odds man! It's always nice to see a person from your past, seeing how the person still look and feel the same.
While taking 151, I recharged myself with sleep. Woke up just in time when the bus reached school and was 10 minutes early for my FI class!

After school I proceed to Promenade station to meet with my sis and bro. I bought and ate Kit Kat from 7-11, had a sudden craving for chocolate. When they arrived, we proceeded to the Arts and Science Museum and bought tickets for both Titanic - The Artifact Exhibition and Dali: Mind of Genius.

The Titanic exhibition was great! It was so enjoyable, especially the part where we were on the replica deck. It gives me a feeling that I'm really on Titanic. Makes me wanna go for a cruise!
And I liked the concept of giving each of us a boarding pass with an actual passenger on board Titanic at that time. Then after the tour we can check if that passenger survived. My sis and bro were important people from 1st class cabins while I was from the 2nd class, but we all survived! We spent 2 hours at the exhibition.

Dali exhibition was good too but since I am no art connoisseur, I didn't enjoy it as much. But it did give my hands the itch to draw. Makes me remember the days where I was spending days and nights painting for my portfolio. Art is a fun thing because even if you know that you are not painting/drawing well, it still gives pleasure doing it.
One thing of note from the Dali exhibition was that there were not much oil paintings. I think there was only one. His masterpieces were all on oils! Where were the oils??!! Think maybe it was too precious to be displayed. Sad.
We spent and hour in the exhibition.

At 7.30pm, we proceeded to Illuma to get our very empty stomachs filled with ramen from the Champions. Each of us ordered from a different shop and all our ramens was delicious! All of them were better than those I had ate before! Gonna go back and try another stall soon!

Then we went arcade and played basketball. Dammit, the balls were deflated! It was so hard to shoot but damm funny. After that we left for home by train and I bought coke slurpee when we reached White Sands. I think there were lots of msg in the ramen or something? Cause we all felt very thirsty.

Reached home and I finished watching The Stand with my sis until 2am!
What a day isn't it! :D