Spongecakes.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Sang on stage for the first time in my life.
What a freaky thing to do!

Nearly died from fright.
Hopefully I'll have the courage to discard my fear of forgetting my lyrics.
It's binding me down.
Dammit!

I need confidence! Must have the confidence that I'll not forget my lyrics.
Must tell myself not to think about it next time.
Move with the music. Let my body do the work for me.

Which means - practice practice practice.
Need to move to 3.0~

Find the LOVE!
Find the FEEL!

Sunday, December 11, 2011

It's alright to be scared because even the moon gets hidden sometimes.

Even if you don't see it, you know it's there.

And it gets brighter and brighter.

You may see two trails because of the reflection but you know that there is only one in reality.

One and only one.

Not so hard to get lost isn't it?

There is nothing wrong with fear.

There is nothing to fear either.

Hmm...I wonder where I'll be when I see the next eclipse.

Where will the moonlight lead me?

Thursday, December 08, 2011

This is quite unbelievable!

Initially my sis and I were contemplating whether to go for SNSD concert. Then after a few days my sis decided that she will only spend money on l'arc en ciel and I decided that since my sis is not going then I won't be going either.

My sis read in mypapers that there was a chance to win a pair of SNSD concert ticket on 10 dec and we both applied for it.

This morning I received an sms with CONGRATS! XXXX...

Opened the message and it was some shit saying that I've won 3mil pounds.

Went to school feeling strangely excited for the day.

Focused during lesson, which is kinda miraculous.

Finished my ESAP essay in an hour.

While on the way home, my sis called me and told me her friend has one free ticket for tml's concert. For some reason, I started to get excited and talked one octave higher. Luckily for me, most of the people on the bus were listening to their MP3 so my disturbances where minimal.

Anyway my initial thought was to sell it away. Like, what is the point of going alone right? But since time is so limited, I dropped that idea. Give it away? Yeah, I though about it. But it's a $218 ticket! How to give away?

Went and collected the ticket from my sis's friend just now.

When the ticket was passed to me and laid in my hands...I felt a sudden sense of excitement.

I was transfixed to the ticket!
I couldn't get my eyes off those printed letters...

"2011 Girls' Generation Tour"

OH MY GOSH!!

OH MY GOSH!!!! HAHAHAHAH I CAN GO FOR THEIR CONCERT!!!!

Prime seat even! Directly view, 4th row from front!!!

This is unbelievable!!!

And today I saw someone.

Wonder why I was given that data, what are the odds man!

Things are stringing up in many interesting ways! Sometimes I wonder why those data are presented to me.

Do they mean anything?

Sheesh! Now it's not the time to think about this!!

I've absolutely no mood to study at all!!

This is no good!! :D

"サクラが咲いている"

ChE.R.RY, YUI

Wednesday, December 07, 2011

Finally, the month of endings and beginnings is here.

Time is running quick.

Year 2012 will be a freedom year for me.

Yes, I've decided on that.

Things are getting busy but they are slowing down too.

I seem to be moving and I thought I was...but am I really?

Maybe it is just a false perception.

Hah, just maybe.

It feels like 2008 again but of course on a lighter note.

I still can't really pinpoint where the source of my emotion comes from.

The same but different.

Am I even making sense?

Hah, maybe?

Well in any case, there is no more reason to hide.

I shall be frank.

I shall be free.

I'll be a modified me :D

"きっと大丈夫"

It's my life, YUI