There is this weird feeling inside me. Angst, anger. Generally, I just feel really irritated. Really small things can anger me lots, pissed me off. And then I will shut down, stay really quiet. Because I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I just shut up and compile the happenings, analysing why I was so pissed. And when I get to this mood and people start to ask me what happened I will snap. Because you just have to let me be myself. I don't blame you guys. I just don't understand what is happening with me. There are many times where I want power. Where I wanted to be the richest dude around. I want so much power that I can control and rule over people. This has never happened to me before. Is this a quarter life crisis kind of thing? My lack of achievement in life has finally driven me to a corner. What can I do from now? What am I good in? I just want to be the greatest person on Earth right now. What can propel me to the top of the world?
Wednesday, May 01, 2013
All the bad things are attacking me together.Heard bad news all week. YUI going happy crazy. （；￣д￣） NAMIE AMURO CANCELLED HER CONCERT!! (ノД`)・゜・。 My B failed the auditions. Got scammed by HH! All the bad things. Many more others, I just don't feel like listing them all down. Feeling very shagged this week.
So I'm trying to do something constructive, like sorting all the photos - burning them into CDs and selecting which to develop.Need to clear things all up and get a fresh start in Taiwan, relax and enjoy my precious holidays. Feeling sick again. ヽ(●ﾟ´Д｀ﾟ●)ﾉﾟ
