Spongecakes.

Friday, July 26, 2013

Three words for you, Standchart.
Too Freaking Slow.

10 minutes between two unnecessary separate SMSes for my OTP, with the crucial information in the second.
This is nonsense. By the time it has reached me, the OTP has expired.
Bloody hell.

Today is hell of a day. I feel indigent.
Productivity? Efficiency? Appreciation?
Maybe, who knows.
I'm not so looking forward to tomorrow.
There are bumps in my sequence, starting early in the morning.

And now I'm all frustrated.
Frustrated with everything. Even my typing is slowed.
I keep pressing the wrong things on my phone.
Malfunction of fingers? Or was it my brains?

Used up precious special powers, connected the wrong lines.
I'm frustrating my own games.

Should I shed a tear for myself?

Wednesday, July 24, 2013

To be born as King, what an honour.

Will I ever be King?

Not in this life I guess.

I shall be King in my own ways then.

This cough is out to kill.

I've not felt so ill. A first this year.

Hopefully it's the last too. I don't like falling sick.

I guess I need exercise. Will need to get a exercise bike soon.

Hope my lungs can survive till then.

Today is a happy day at work.

I've closed the largest dominated open BG; AUD 25 million!

What a great feeling~ If only I can get 1% of it as bonus.

I shall close as many BGs as I can before I move to my new life.

I wonder what is my road after this? I will move according to my own wishes, never to be bounded by family matters.

I need to recover soon.

I need my voice back, it's the most important thing to me now.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

I feel a surge of energy recently.

"It's time for change!"

It's energy and giddiness all together.

All mixed up.

Everyday is a day of growth, a day of self reflection.

Everyday I'm growing.

There is a never ending list of things for me to do everyday.

Sometimes I tell myself what for. Why am I working so hard.

For who do I work hard for?

Sometimes I wish I have no dreams and no plans.

Just living the day happy as it is.

Aloof and carefree, like a cat.

But those days will never again reach me, because now I have something I can't let go of.

I have somewhere I want to reach.

Trapping myself in my own life.

How should I be feeling?

Ahh, great things are waiting for me.

I will move ahead.

Goodbye to those who has yet to grow up.

I will try to look out for you guys on the top of the mountain.