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Sunday, August 25, 2013

Been having a series of "Recurring Dreams".
I named them RD because they are dreams that I had before in the past and then I dreamt of them again.
While in those dreams, I knew that I had came to those places before and was telling myself, "Hey, I came here before!"

Yes, those are classified as RD.

RDs that I had before:

1) My first RD. Dream started when I was at home. I had to an errand to do and thus I departed from my home. Walked towards bus stop and on the way I met my Primary School Chinese teacher, Ms Chen. Had eye contact but we did not speak. Went up the bus. At the time of the dream buses with no air-conditioning are still very common and I got on to one like that. While travelling, I saw green slime oozing out from the ceiling of the bus. It was slowing increasing in volume and I was very concerned. However, I realised that no one on the bus noticed. I was starting to get scared and worried about the other's safety..then I started to realise that the bus conductor was THE Monster. And I realised that all the passengers must have been confounded. Thus I carefully pressed the alight button and walked slowly out of the bus when the doors opened. When I got out of the bus, I was totally freaked out. To think that I was going to be killed! I knew that the green slime would eventually devour the whole of the bus and that those passengers are going to be killed soon. For some reason, I know where THE Monster is going. He is proceeding to a chalet and I rushed to the chalet in hope of saving some people. I reached the chalet brimming full of people and discovered that THE Monster is bathing. I was thinking it was the perfect time to kill him/it and I took a huge knife, walked close to the shower room. My heart was thumping really fast..I pulled the shower curtain away and I woke up.

I was sitting upright on my bed sweating...I was freaked. I'm not sure what I did as I was still very young then. Maybe I went over and slept with my parents, or that I went over to my sis and slept with her. Not sure, but I remembered that I woke up in a shock. Never had I have any dreams that I woke up in such a frightful manner. Thus it was still very vivid in my memory.

The second time that I had this dream was maybe 5-8 years later, when I was in either secondary 4 or JC.
All exact thing happened and I was fully aware that I have to kill THE Monster. I took all the exact same path with no hesitation. Went straight up to the chalet, took a knife and went for the shower. At that time my heart was also beating fast, and I had much more thoughts. What if the person in the shower is not the monster? Or even if he is the monster how do I kill with just a stab of knife? How much strength is require..so on and forth. But I decided that there is no time to hesitate, I pulled the shower curtain and stabbed hard at the monster's back (it was back facing me). I woke up again sitting upright and sweating like a pig. The weird thing was my sister also work up and it was a really weird sight because I was on my bed freaking out and my sis was slowly rising into a sitting position on her bed. I asked if my sis had a nightmare too and she mumbled something and went back to sleep. The next morning I told my sister what happened and she has no recollection of the event. Even till now, I wonder if I will ever have the same dream again.

Oh my it took so long to write. The other RDs include Watermelon people, plane flight. Can't remember any others. All these dreams are taking up my precious memory..I should get a time to clear them away.

Sunday, August 18, 2013

Been watching 《后宫甄嬛传》the whole day.
What a nice show.

I've been feeling really sickly lately. Very mentally drained, very sleepy all the time.
I could sleep the whole day if I could, but even for that I can't.

Been thinking over some things lately.
I realised that I can't have the cake and eat it too, I'm not that blessed..nor that competent.
There is a need for me to re-think my route in life.
It may be time for me to discard it all and walk on my own.

I desire to be on a journey, walking forward till I could no longer.
How should I start and where will it end?

Thursday, August 08, 2013

AVG Search is really bad, like some people, it never gets to the point.
I say, "Get to the point!"
Good engine is required for fast and effective data collection.
I'm a Data Beetle, I need data.

I'm eating the Koko and you are eating the Crunch.
I don't understand it at all, why are you not tasting your food?

Been sleeping weird these days.
And of course having weird dreams.
Maybe exercise can be the cure.

I need some arrogance but I like my humility.
Can I have the cake and eat it too?

I'm excited about my trip to Japan! Finally, I'm reaching.
After so many years..so many years.

Ahh damn, I need to sleep soon because it's already so late.
But I just woke up.
What a sad day indeed.