Wednesday, February 26, 2014
Its been long since I blogged, but that doesn't mean that my life was dull.
It was in fact the opposite, there's quite a few events worth mentioning.
Had a performance the day before, quite nice but I think I played my guitar very lousily.
Still very packed for my weekends, especially these days since it's chinese new year month.
Oh, I just remembered that I've not open my ang baos.
Had a family bbq gathering, ate lots of corn with butter. Delicious!
I was busy cooking the chickens without realizing that I was cooked by the sun.
Head throbbing the next day during work.
Many changes in the work place, not really sure what this means yet.
I would like to have a slight change to the current team now, hopefully phase 2 will be a success.
*Evil grin*
On a side note, I feel that my internal spirit has strengthened. It seems like I'm able to control my emotions better...alot better. My balance is always there, no tilt, which gives me some thought - have I become a better person or worse?
Initially when I heard the news I was just going "ohh" internally. And started to process the data rapidly while at the same time extracting more info from my victim. It's like I don't go into shock at all. I just processed the data silently in my mind and thinking of all the possibilities that could result from it. So calm, even though my heart should be ecstatic! Oh well, I'm quite delighted these days and I could not help but think if this was all meant to be...however I constantly remind myself that my life can't be that smooth sailing.
So enjoy anything that could happen now and try not to hope for too much. At least I was given a chance to get closer than I previously was right? Dreams may not have come true after all, but at least it was sweet while it lasted.
Isn't that right?
