I feel it, it's gonna be a year of change.
Full of exciting things are happening, both for me and my family.
My father tendered from his company that he has worked 20 years for.
He is going to join my aunt's enterprise, strongly encouraged by my mother.
My brother has just ended his army service. Gonna start his university life this August.
My sister has just gotten promoted in her work and she has recently gained a new interest - watching ice skating. She is now in Japan attending her 2 days larcenciel concert and she has also bought ice skating tickets to watch the men's short program. I helped her put a nice necklace on the Merlion toy she has bought so that she can give it to Yuzuru-sama.
My mom has lots of activities planned, she is travelling furiously ahha. She has just bought tickets to Europe to tour with my Dad and Bro this coming April. After which I think she is going to go China with my aunt and maybe with our whole family again in Japan this year end?
As for me, my years of jamming has finally taken a small step out. My guitars skills has improved (I hope) and that I feel more at ease with my guitar and vocals. Performances are coming up which gives me the shivers but at the same time I'm actually very excited. Work has been going well and my planning has been on track, just that there is a tremor of spark near me which makes me go out of tune. All the weird thoughts in my head now...all buzzing to kill me and my weak heart.
I'm gonna be firm, I need some pretty hectic change. All change will start both mentally and physically.
I wish to do all the things that I thought of a long time but feared to do. I will use all my resources possible for my make-over. It's not going to be easy and there is a lot of planning and guts to do it, but I would want to be able to achieve it by this year - the D-Year.
I would like for these phrases that I wrote now as a reminder for myself to act on what is supposed to be done. There will be no more posts forward until change has been endowed upon me.