Sunday, February 21, 2016
This year's CNY was gone in a flash. Never felt that CNY could zoom so fast. Usually, CNY would be a form of torture for me as I do not like to be around massive amounts of people. But now with all my cousins having kids, the central attraction has been shifted to them which leaves me isolated at a corner doing my things happily.
Work has been progressing but seems like i'm forever in a debt position. There seems to be always something to do, be it a new project or new items, or that the usual BAU has grown more complex etc. It's never ending, just like endless stages in games and those stages are the ones that I really hate.
Those are the portion in the game where it's pointless.
Today I have no guitar lesson and thus I have the whole Sunday the spend. I must use my time wisely.
Having a slight headache. Could be due to the infection of the heart.
I need to brace my emotions stronger and base my intentions to the right one. And the right one should be no one but me.
I should put my life's focus on myself.
If no one loves you then you should love yourself even more.
