There are many elements and people in life that will try to bring you down.
You have to keep to your true faith.

There is nothing worth keeping, there is nothing holding me back.
It's time.

It's time to stand up and stand strong. The world is so huge, please never constrain yourself in a small narrow world. You may not excel in this area, but there are other areas in life that will bring the excel to you. One has to find the true home and the comfort will come to you.

Reach out!

I think I acted like a fool, but sometimes in life, you have to live like a fool.

I don't regret what I've decided to do and regret was precisely the reason why I wanted to surge on with the plan. I don't want to live my life thinking about the "maybe", I wanted an answer and therefore I went ahead to seek it. It wasn't an easy decision but it was the right decision.

Now I'm feeling the residual ache but I believe this will bring me further in life. I may be broken in some ways but I will grow stronger in other areas. My moods are swinging here and there and today I can't really focus during work. It's pretty hard to focus..ahha but I tend to pride myself on my recovery time. Of course, on recent note, my recovery time is getting longer and longer. Just like how our bodies grow old, our minds grow old as well.

I need the elixir of youth.

April, oh yeah the number 4 month.

I have decided on a few major items in my life. I was undecided for a long period of time but has finally cleared out most of the residual emotions. 

I've constantly lost sight of what was really important for me and was so influenced by other people's impressions. It has become sickening. What am I trying to prove? What am I trying to show? You know what? Nah, I just want to enjoy and be happy.

Why sulk, why waste energy over mindless events? Why peg your emotions to other individuals?? These are very tiring things and I have my fair share of tiring things at the moment. I shall enjoy, work at my own pace and relax. 

I must first love myself. If I can't love myself, I don't have the ability to love others. 

Our time in life is limited, please enjoy every minute of it.