I want someone that I love to hang out with and loves hanging out with me. I was someone exclusive to me and only me. Will I ever find that someone? It doesn't mean just relationship between a guy and a girl. I want a buddy that run towards me...like how I would run towards them. Guess you are not prime enough for the others. It must be I've lost the shine, became dull and then when you are dull, you start to lose the people you love. Because everyone likes shiny stuff. Why do the people I love always end up hurting me. Makes it very hard for me to move forward, when I'm trapped in my own shit. There is no one else to love now but myself. Guess I have to start loving myself again. Or maybe I should just get a dog.
