To think that it would come to this. That I am starting to hate myself.

I feel so weak recently. Both body and mind. 

There is this strange feeling of emptiness creeping in again.

I don't want to die but what am I living for.

The world is starting to make less and less sense.

Is this part of the aging process? Mid life crisis?

I feel like there is lesser and lesser things that I can do as I am getting older.

I am moving slower, I am thinking slower. I am starting to see and feel these things.

Life was wonderful and then, what comes after?