I feel pathetic but also confident, sad but also happy, tired but also awake, lazy but motivated.
What is becoming of me?
My sister say that I am reaching equilibrium.
What does that mean?
Inner demons are escaping.
Am I to embrace it or continue to shut them out.
It should lead me to a happier life, if I should unleash them out.
The hold on them is weaker when I get older.