I am getting super irritated these days. Mostly due to the pollen affecting my system and my sleep per night is reduced in hours and quality. 

Really really really hate this pollen season. It is so unbearable. I have to freaking rely on medications daily to get through the day. And it does not help when I was performing poorly just now in my table tennis competition.

This is so sickening. I feel that things are not smooth these days. It all started when the frame broke. When the frame broke, something in me broke too.

It feels like another tough year again. Why is it so hard.

So annoying so annoying so annoying so annoying