Thursday, October 14, 2004
went n have me ugly photo taken..."your hair cannot touch your eyebrown"..ya...ya..like i want like that...then the photo came out like shit...have to suffer for 15? or 30 years with that card...lol..nvm finally finished that yucky process...
my father went there with me....i was pissed off by him....i cannot stand going out with my family members..except for my sister...i also dono...am i bad?? i just cannot stand their 2nd face...too much for me to handle....my bro father n mother will always be different when they are outside or when theres other ppl around...very diff...i dont really know how to explain..but is just that they would be so different n so fake in my eyes...
my parents dont understand me...they take me for some spoilt brat with no manners...ya maybe..i often argue with them and i have done that many times but do they know why i argued with them???how i think is very diff from my parents...i often dont agree with what they think...everytime i argued with them i know that they would feel sad..but do they know that i would feel sad too???? pls...just speak nicely to me...theres no need for your to shout at me..whats wrong???? cant your just speak nicely to me????? is it so hard to do that??...try listening to what i am saying ok? do u always think u are right???? always repeating n repeating the same thing over n over again...
i dono how to explain all this but its just that they are always saying things that makes me mad... is there something wrong with me?????
