I need to get my shit together. This week I was feeling so exhausted and have been sleeping at weird hours. Like today/yesterday, I fell asleep at 9pm and woke at 1am feeling so awake. And so now I am still up and feeling so awake I wonder how I will be able to survive the whole day. 

I stopped going for my table tennis practice this week as I was just feeling so exhausted. Just want to sleep. I wonder what is going on.

There are so many chores that I need to clear, it is piling up. I wonder when will the chores end. Maybe life is just here to clear chores. Like weekly mini quests that keeps popping up for you to clear it. You can ignore it, but then you have to carry on with the main quest and that is something that most of us are trying to avoid. We don't ever want a game we love to end.

I just ate "breakfast". One cup of big Shin Shin ramen. I wonder what good that will do to me. I find that mostly I am eating just for the sake of eating. I wasn't even that hungry.

Need to get my shit together. I wonder how people get their shit together so nicely. I guess we all struggle at times, just reduced downtime. 

I need to, have to, want to get my shit together fast and nice.

Glorious June. It is crazy how fast time flies. I am already 6 months into my new job. So far so good, I feel like it is a job that will pace my life and that the important thing is what I do after work rather than what I do in the work that counts. 

Recently keyboards are getting so cheap due to influx from China brands. I am so tempted to buy some but I already have too many. I need to sell some to get some.

My house is cluttered with items that I need to get rid of. Sometimes I wonder if the clutter is affecting my 'energy'. 

I am feeling hungry, being on a diet is really hard. Kind of just want to head to LOPIA and get a Pizza instead. It is the start of "Summer" and there are many places selling food for discounted prices. I ate donuts yesterday cause it was half price. What did I eat yesterday, let me think.

Food I ate yesterday: sweet potato, 2 donuts, one bottle of plum soda, one packet of lettuce, one box of some fish sauce dish, one packet of grilled chicken

How do the people in Japan keep so thin? Everyone is so slim! 

Recently I feel like I am always being teased. I blame the gods but I know it is probably myself that is teasing myself. Why???? Stopppppp XD