tml is the posting. tml i can see which sch i got in. tml is the day again where frds laugh n i cry.
maybe i wont cry tml..cause i am now.
y am i so stupid? i can nv score well..i can nv produce any gd results. every time i haf to cry. y do i always stumble at the crucial moment??? PSLE, olevel..i cant even make my parents proud. i have to make ppl around me sad again. i have to make myself sad again. its like everything is pointless. what i do will always end up the same.
i cant even tell my frds my score, i dont even haf the courage to tell them. i am sick n tired of my life.
been hiding my feelings all along, now the pain is coming back to me at full force. i dont want to cry. i hate crying n i hate to let ppl see me cry. maybe i am too proud, i dont want ppl to know that i am really the stupid pig. maybe thats y i didnt really cry on that day, n will nv in front of my frds.
i want to remain optimistic n i will. once in a while i just haf to let it all out. so pls just let me be in the pathetic state now n dont reply anything to this post. ty
