I have been suffering from this nose irritation thingy for quite sometime..about 3 years?? Around there..so yesterday, my mom made me visit this famous nose specialist that was recommended by her friends.
I went in and the doctor asked me what was wrong with me. I told him and he said something like..Ah! You came to the right place! Nobody in singapore can beat my skills. Blah BLAH BLAH Is those weird super BHB and ah beng boss leader type doctor. Then he showed me some pictures of his patients..and told me that I don't have to shed a drop of blood. Then he went on and brag..BLAH BLAH.. I asked him if its painful..then he said: "Small kid also come, you think painful??" Then he showed me more pictures of his patients.. I got more freaked out..cause they don't look very happy inside....I mean they really DON'T look happy at all.. Then he went on and said, "you know wasabi? Ya? Its like wasabi like that" Omg I that freaked me out even more..cause I hate wasabi.
Then when my father and mother came back, he asked me to sit on this very comfortable black recliner. I was FREEZING cold..and waiting and waiting for him to prepare. He pushed my head very rowdily back towards the recliner and pasted some tape below my nose. The worst is, he took out my spects..so my vision was blurly..so freaky can! Then he went and prepare while talking very loudly with my parents about some things...I can't rem cause I was totally in my own world.
Then I saw a blurry image coming towards me and he said: " xiao mei, ren yi ren.." OMG THEN BEFORE I CAN REACT HE STUCK SOME METAL THINGS STRAIGHT INTO MY NOSE. THE PAIN WAS SOOOOOOOOOO EXCRUCIATING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OMG!!! It was like something hit your nose really powerfully and the pain just shot right up your brain and you feel all the numbness shit. I tot I was going to faint. I was calling out for my mother..asking her to hold my hand..and my father on the other because I was freezing and I really need some emotional support. It really felt like I was dying. The doctor was saying 3 mins only..I heard and was trying my very best to endure the pain. I tried to lower my head and he came and push my head back to its original position, since I cant really see without my spects and my head was super numb and painful..I closed my eyes really tight and my tears just flowed out endlessly. I nv cried that much in my life..
Its not because it was painful that I cried. I mean, its more of like having a really hard hit on the nose and the tears will just flow automatically...ya that kind. Wah but my tears was just leaking out from my eyes like some tap.. 3 mins was like eternity and the receptionist came in and said that I can endure pain very well...i was wondering if I really did. cause she may just have said it to comfort me, unless there are others that actually shouted or something. Throughout the 3 mins, I was breathing through my mouth and I felt really thirsty. Omg la, it was just hell.... "do you want to experience what death is like?"
When the time was nearly up, HE TOOK A PICTURE OF ME WHEN I AM IN SO MUCH PAIN. I kinda expected he would, cause there was a camera on his table. But I think its kinda sick to picture your patient when they are still only subconsciously alive. When he took out the metal things out from my nose, I was SO GOD DAMM HAPPY. My brain still remained in the same state of numbness tho, but the pain wasn't as great anymore. He passed me lots of tissue and asked me to clean up.
We went out and paid them $250..and the same receptionist was explaining to me how to consume my medication and all those things (luckily my mother was there with me, cause nth went in my head) I have to visit him 2 more time..so check on the condition of my nose..oh god no more!! please..he better just CHECK n not do anything.
For this 3 weeks, I can't consume any fried or unhealthy food, I can't eat my vitamin pills, I can't breath through my nose, I can't sleep well, but I must still study. Sian. My nose is also leaking some weird thing..and I have to bring lots of tissue to school. Hiak..this better cure my sickness man. If not I am NEVER going to try to cure it again.
I was thinking about you when I couldn't take the pain anymore. Hiak..like you would ever think about me like that.. sheesh!!
