Monday Volleyball lost. We lost to Heron 1:2..it was so close. I was quite disappointed, cause I didn't perform up to my own standard. They used a harder ball this time and the winds were quite strong ..quite hard for me to play smoothly. Anyway, I didn't really touch the ball much..cause I am like one of the least pro ppl in my team..I sort of stood there like a vase and watching them play. Haha! But it was really quite wasted, 13/15 15/13 13 15..so CLOSE!!!
Straight after my volley, I ran to the hall for my badminton mixed doubles. We won!! Nothing much after that..just saw that handsome J1..HAHA! Pris was FLIRTING with him and making me jealous. I didn't know he is such a ABC..cannot speak chi de...but still very handsome nevertheless heh..
Btw something good happened :P (Jin was giving me that slutty evil eye look) HAHA! Looks like I don't have to pon my maths to be able to see my favorite someone in school~
Tuesday Nth much happened today..omg I can't rem anything??? OHH ya, kwan bijun sam peisi and me became the first visitor of our school's very own councilor. I like the green finger chairs...so sexy. But it was funny, cause they actually took over the photography room..now kwan don't have to worry about being there or not for her photography meetings. Anyway, I don't think she even remembered she is in that club...
Wednesday Went for the army session thing..shared the bus with 07. They were being rather high at the back of the bus..which is a stark contrast to our class. All of us were like bored and falling asleep.. When we crossed the gate and were issued the map on the bus, swan suddenly said she wanted to pee..LOUDLY. haha I think it was soo unglam can.. We were brought to view their bunks and washing area...and we automatically went and explore the toilets ourselves. (well swan needed to pee anyway..) I think it was very neat! Amazing for guys to be that neat. It reminded me of my secondary LTC days..when the teacher made us rearrange everything in our bunks in EXACTLY the same way. I felt REALLY tortured and I think jinbo would be too next year. HAHA!!
Anyway we got separated from the other green groups..the in-charge just managed to forgot about the poor 15 peeps that were stationed at the food station. We waited, we ATE and we 'signaled' for help. Some kind soul decided to lead us back to our groups but it was too late..so we just followed some other groups in front of us. Both me and jin thought that the army girls were so cool. I think they are like so brave to volunteer for Army..to go through all the rigorous trainings. That slutty jin just said something like.."I bet they are all butches or something.." Anyway, I think he was just depressed.
Viewed lots of guns and equipments..god! I didn't know that guns were so heavy. For me, I am more interested in handguns rather then those rifle or machine things. Both me and jin saw someone handsome..hehe but it was just a short encounter.
During the dialogue session, Jin, bijun, kwan..almost everyone was sleeping. I WASN'T! I think he answered rather well and I think he is quite a respectable man.. quite humorous too. Magdalene Loh was also dozing off la! HAHA all of us saw what happened. I think she is really funny..ahah like always so panicky and stressed.. Cannot stay still like that. Just like today, she was abit haywire. Computer mouse don't have mouse ball then become panicky.."aiya how ar how ar?? No time leh..how ar??Why cannot move?? Who so bad go n steal the ball" "Anyone of your have extra MOUSE?" AHAHAHA!! We started to laugh really loud..cause we actually though she wanted to say who got extra ball. She like blur sotong like that lol so funny
Anyway, during the session I was feeling rather uncomfortable..like fever like that. Head super giddy..too much walking and too much aircon I guess. I also drank too much fruit punch... Too bad anna wasn't in school that day or it would have been alot funner. It has been a great experience for me..due to some reason I can't state here hehe.. Will keep it in my heart forever.
Today I just finished this stress test form tickle.
"You're a Mover 'n' Shaker. You're full of nervous energy — the more stressed you feel, the more you feel the urge to move. Taking a run or doing some jumping jacks is a great way to burn off physical tension instead of letting it build up. Or you may find that your body kicks into high gear automatically — fidgeting and foot tapping are often signs of internalized, otherwise-unexpressed stress.
Staying active is an important way to help your body handle stress — but not if you use activity as a way of escaping your problems. There's a difference between taking a walk to mull over a stressful issue or decision and heading out for a long run just when you should be sticking around to take care of business. Excessive nervous activity, too — constant restless movements, doodling, etc. — can also take away some of your focus and make you less-effective at dealing with stress. Stay aware of your body, and don't forget to enlist your mind, too."
OMG. How true!! When I am too tensed..too stressed when thinking about something that will really freak me out..I will jump out of my bed, run all the way into the dark living room, cap my ears and jump till I calmed myself then I will calm back to sleep. Sometimes I cry too, but not often..None of my family member knew about this little habit of mine. Its quite pathetic..cause I always think about the wrong things at the wrong time. Like late into the night when everyone is sleeping, some weird thoughts will seep in and...haik but I guess it works tho.. cause I always wake up feeling much happier.
I have to work hard. Good memories are meant to be kept deep inside my heart. Such a small think can make me so happy..i am such a stupid person..
