Saturday, September 22, 2007
Omg! I am still awake! It has been a recent..habit of mine to sleep really late! Like at about 3am in the morning! How exciting!Went to sch to mug today. Went to sch to mug Yesterday I mean.I went and hand in my stupid CCA record that I forgot to hand in on thurs ..and since I am already in school, I conveniently stayed and studied. I am a very good girl.Studied my fav PHYSICS today, since I already finished my MCQs, I thus proceeded to the structured. But the small small printings really made me very sian.So I took out my phy prelims mcq and started doing it. Omg, it made me depressed, cause I got many many carelessssssssssssss..carelessssssssthis is going to cost my life.Anyway while I was hard at work trying to solve the damm questions, Miss Devi saw me!She was smiling and said that she was very proud to see me studying, and weirdly, she looked really really happy. (I bet she haven mark my chem paper yet..)Then after some conversation about the CCA thing she left and repeated the I- am- very- proud -of- you thingy. It really intrigues me, is there any hidden meaning in her words?? Did I get very good results for prelims????!!??? OMG!! :D:D:D:Dwait..am I thinking too much?Pls say no..or I will..SEND YOU TO HELL!Anyway miss pEH saw me studying too! HAHA and she looked happy too! OMG, don't tell me I topped the econs paper!!!..whatever la. HAHThere is this weird thing in me since young. I cannot talk to teachers properly. My words will come out muffled and fast..like I am afraid of something. I just get tongue -tied when talking to teachers and I feel very uncomfortable. Oh but when I am asking questions or doing formal work I can talk normally..I just can't talk normal/casual conversations with teachers. That is why I find those ppl who can so casually and freely converse with teachers very admirable. ..ppl like swan and pearlin.I am always the one standing there and smiling while they talk..and its always awkward :(BTW. Sorry for the emo talk yesterday. I am OVER IT! ahaaMiss Tan Sze Ling is a very strong person!! If what I saw was what it is... then TOO BAD. I can only say I am disappointed in my own taste.ME: "how can it be that slut?? BOOHOO all the good apples are gone. why do sluts always get the good things???"SIS: "If he choses the slut, then he is not a good apple in the first place."WORDS OF WISDOM BY MY SIS.yes HE IS A ROTTEN APPLE.I feel so GOOD~~:D
