Thursday, September 20, 2007
Yes, I must blog about this. My prelims is OVER..but its always like this. After a so-called BIG exam, I would always feel very empty. I think after the REAL big exam, my soul would be gone.Its the same for O-Level. After my last paper, I don't feel happy at all. I felt weird instead..and a weird kind of sadness too. Like..we are never gonna come back together to school again. I don't have to sit in my fav classroom for lessons, I don't get to be with my friends, I don't get to see my fav teachers teaching, I don't get to wear my uniform....Some part of my life has become a memory. "Students, this is your LAST school exam...there will be no more exams in school and the next time you sit for your exam would be the real thing."Guess I am gonna be sad for my last school exam..my last.."Last".. What a word. For some reason, the person who said that in bid to encourage us did the opposite to me instead. The things she said made me felt fearful instead of courageous.This reminds me of something. I once had this Social Studies teacher that said something I will forever remember. "When you get that envelop of results next year, what do you want to see?It is now that you still have a chance to change what is in that envelop, work really hard and get what you want. Don't waste your 10 years of education, walk out of the Ngee Ann gates proudly with a smile."Walk out of the gates with a smile. This time round, I really want to walk out the gates with a smile and I will.Damm that CCA records thing. Wasting my time..or rather..damm that guy who is in charge of badminton. Events/competition : Not applicable. WTH! Where is my inter-house?? where is my represented college for nationals A division??Crazy fellow. Or maybe crazy school.. I hate the non-sports atmosphere in tpj. Its the saddest thing that happened to my life..to be in a school that is not sports driven.
