Today was a real fun day. Fun and laughter, peace and joy. None of the a-level stress clinging onto me..the happiest day of my tpjc life.
One sided love is a sad thing. That was what came to my mind during the audi performances. Kwan, anna and I went early and got a gd seat. We then waited for our loved ones to come in..and I was seriously & desperately trying to see someone. None of the ppl present in sch knew who I was looking for and I think they didn't notice that I was actually looking for someone...all was kept in my heart. I was trying so so bloody hard to locate my special someone.
I realized that flower cannot be replaced by even bee,fish nor arty.
I was praying so hard for someone to be present.. i was so really hoping to see that person one last time and was so scared that that person didn't come to sch at all. Just when I was losing hope..I saw!! I saw saw saw saw saw!! I was so happy..and I was really smiling to myself. The audi was dark, so nobody saw my emotions..and the performances started.
During the superb performances..I was stupidly stealing glances. I wonder if bee,fish and arty was just to help me forget that damm flower and that I didn't really like them at all. :(
There are certain things that can't be written in blogs.
Anyway, Abigail was being a slut. LOL I don't know if I was affected or I was just trying to act affected. I don't have any heart-thumping blood rush thingy.. Guess you cant force yourself to become someone you aren't.
Studying in Airport tml??hrum..
I love school.I will miss all the fond memories. All the youth. All the life.
