My fate is sealed. GOsh, today!!! TODAY!!!TODAY!!!!!
I can't sleep..not that I am NOT tired, just freaked out tho. Its like the last day being alive and you won't want to speed things up by sleeping it away.
My heart now is locked and lodged deep into my rib-cage..its like my rib-cage has collapsed. Its tightening so much that it hurts and I can't breath properly. And I just kept crying and getting pissed about all the noise and everyone laughing, living their lives happily with no worries.I can just about cry any time I want to. Just simply thinking about the tension tml gets me tears in the eyes. I can now confidently say that I can shed a tear in 30 seconds.
I am gonna wait for my sis to come home..I must see all my loved ones before my final journey. AND, I am working half day tml. Wonder how I will be able to handle it.
