We were denied toilet breaks for the rest of the year for chem lessons..just because we went to the toilet today for about 10 mins. Our fav teacher thought we went to the CANTEEN to chat with frds when in actual fact, we went to the photocopying shop...and the toilet of course. She just have issues with the canteen, lib and zhiyi's long hair.
We went to the lib after our chem and mugged there. I was reading a book titled I am a cat. HAHA it is a very nice book written by a Japanese author. I love Japanese authors, they give so much depth to a book and it gave me so much understanding and inspiration. :) Especially Haruki Murakami's books..man you should grab one for leisure reading and I highly recommend South of the border, west of the sun. Its the best so far.
Back to the story.. while in the lib, amina called and told us that commando lee wants to see us after school today or we will have to see the principal. HAHA we were freaked out cause we skipped PE and SPE for about a mth. LOL We saw him after school and it was nothing much, just that we HAVE to attend BOTH SPE and PE from next week onwards. We took our weight and it spoiled my day. I gained like 2 kg. This really suck man. I really want to lose some freaking weight! I want to lose 8kg! and I will go to some weight management program if my weight doesn't drop any further. YES I WILL GO TO THE EXTREME!
SHUCKS. I have to run like shit again. I got half the mentality to just flunk the physical test..but my sporting genes won't allow me to do that cause I want to get gold. I must get gold or it will spoil my all gold record. :)
AND I am offered a place in SIM. Man, I have to choose my future again. Its a 50-50 thing you know? I don't mind staying and repeat another year, but I also don't mind being in sim. They offered me business banking and finance...haik what do I really want? I just read some girl's blog and she freaking got straight 4As. OH MAN. I nearly fainted and its like LIFE is just so UNFAIR. She excels in sports and also her studies..and I think she is freaking rich too! and she is quite good looking too!! OH MAN! God bless u!Oh man! and I just noticed that I will never win her! I got only freaking 3H2! :(
My split road:- 1. Why I want to retake I can get my straight As I can get into local uni I play tt in uni I can experience hostel life I can enroll in uni together with my poly frds I can go design course as I have the time to make my portfolio now I can boost my already very low morale and prove to myself that I can change my life I don't want to my shit results to stay with me for life I don't want to regret making the wrong choices because of societal factors
2. Why I don't mind going SIM I don't want to waste another year in school I am not 100% sure I will do very well SIM-UOL graduates can also have high pay as most companies are privately based and won't factor university into their hiring decision I have frds that may be enrolling together with me in the same course My mother, seniors and frds think that SIM is a better choice then retaking I have no financial burden and private uni are not that exp in my opinion
Ok, I can't think of anymore things to write. Its just so HARD to decide..sheesh.
