I am so weak. To think that all these was bothering me. This ain't the first time it happened isn't it? I should be prepared for this, I should be used to his shouts by now.
Why does it bother me so much still? I need to control my temper, and my emotions too. I can't let myself fall for his tricks anymore. Endure it. Just keep enduring and stay silent.
If you can't change what you don't like, then learn to suppress your feelings and let them be. I don't believe their lives would be better than mine, being as useless as they are.
