Thursday, September 29, 2011
Stress stress stress. Like super.I wonder why I am so scared. Well but of course, such things are like exams but worse. I wonder when I will finally be used to it. Selecting, presenting, receiving. Gosh...I wonder if I will be sad if I got cut again this year. Wah...but the stress. The wait and then the presenting. But this is something you want isn't it?? Don't think so far ahead, just let things flow. Think far only when needed. To think about it. My life is kinda stable right now. There shouldn't be any reason to fear the future. Of course, what you are pursuing may not end up like how you want it but I believe the road will end up beautiful. "心の花を咲かせよう" In any case, I can still become a boss. So that's not that bad isn't it?Clear your head! Focus on what is important! :DI am one bit stronger again! Understood myself a little more. Yes, I feel lonely but I think I'm finally near the peak. It's all in your mind.
