I'm totally torn.
A part of me is telling me to chill. Take things easy, life is life so just go along with it.
It all ends up to the same destination isn't it?
But another part of me is urging me to move forward. Jump into it and put all your time/spirit/energy into it.
Make a bet with your life and see if you can change it.
I'm so sacred.
I'm worried that I've no talent at all.
Really, it's hard to see that in myself.
But that doesn't mean that I can just give it up isn't it?
I've been moving along with everyone even if I did know that we're all moving nowhere.
Is it time gather my courage and break away from it?
Break and run away from it all?
Can I do it?