Monday, February 20, 2012
OMG I CAN'T FOCUS ON MY STUDIES!
Dragged myself out of bed today. Didn't feel well at all but still I went to school. Brain was confounded with jam songs, it was rather irritating to the point that I had to clear my head with YUI songs. Looks like I'm slowly being a fan girl.
Seriously I need to work hard for studies right now but my brain was buzzing with many irritating thoughts. Was still feeling extremely irritated with my own performance yesterday. It gave me a very cold feeling, freezing my heart and giving me the impression that I'm not made for this at all. It drenched my ambition and gave me doubts again.
But well, like I've said, one just can't stop. Once you stop it will be all over and I don't want it to be over! I don't want to give up my chances like I've did in the past. I won't cower in fear any more! Hated that feeling!
Remember the day that you didn't have courage to step into the sportshall?
Remember the day of your last match?
Remember those days that you were crazily painting?
All of those things brought me here today and I just can't stop.
I can't stop.
This may be thing that can kill me, but I can't stop.
But don't ever ever forget the fun.
Till the day fate steers me to another path, I'll keep moving.
Sometimes my own optimism amazes me.
It's good to be thick-skinned. :D
OMG I SHOULD BE STUDYING NOWWWWW OMG!!!!!
Oh btw, HSBC LPGA is coming soon! Can't wait to watch!!
