Saturday, September 29, 2012
I'm one month old and I just received my $2XXX.
Feel so unreal.
I became a Samurai this week.
Out of nowhere, I've found a nice Katana.
Slice and dice~
Now I'm searching for my Tosei-gusoku.
Once I get equipped with that I'll become full-fledge.
On a side note, I've been enjoying Natsume Soseki's works ever since I chanced upon his book in my school library.
That was during the hectic "war" period, where the "A" Monster was coming close.
My First World War started near the end of that year, I had no choice but to abandon "I'm a Cat" half-way and join the Allied Powers.
Till now, I've yet to reach back to that book.
I just found out a surprisingly pleasant thing.
On the Japanese 1000 Yen note, the D series which started being used from 1984 till 2004...it was actually Natsume Soseki on it!
I ransacked my dad's drawer (my dad keeps some old notes) but found only the recent series!
｡･ﾟﾟ･( >д< )･ﾟﾟ･｡
I went Japan a decade ago, so I was actualy holding on to Soseki's notes!!
To think about that!!
And I was wondering why my dad did not keep those note, because he usually will do that.
AND I JUST REALISED THAT MY SIS WENT JAPAN ON 2001...So my sister used it all up.
What a sad story.
Sunday, September 23, 2012
It's amazing how adaptable humans are.
Just 3 weeks into using a Thinkpad for work and I'm feeling very foreign with my own notebook.
How fickle we all are.
Working makes me appreciate sleep.
I'm thankful for it, work has cured me of restless nights.
My sleep is full and nice.
Toasty and warm...hmmm..yummy.
Payday is coming soon and I already have something in mind for myself.
Life is going to start officially next month, when I'm finally 23.
It will be a "I'll try my hardest" year.
Till the day I turn 24, my dreams will still be alive.
It will be the year I decide which path is to be taken.
I'll work my hardest and prove to myself my own capabilities.
I'll take flight.
Thursday, September 13, 2012
There was DRP exercise today.
I was rather looking forward to it but it made me more tired than usual.
I didn't even do much!
So looking forward to receiving mails and issuing out BGs...but those mails ended up to be those complex ones that I can't process. Non-Standard freaks will be the death of me.
Makes me feel so sad, as if I'm fighting a samurai with daikon.
I really need to do something.
I ask myself why I feel so restless everyday.
Maybe it's because I'm trying to live up to others' expectations?
Trying to do work great.
But I think I just need to be good.
There is not much reason for me to be great isn't it?
My brain is working even more laboriously when I'm not working.
I used up more energy and cells thinking about things related to work but not exactly meaning work.
Where did my energy go?!
I'm sure it did not leave me, but why doesn't it come out?
My scales are tipped.
I need balance.
I shall devourer information and get 100% next week.
Prison break time!!
The mad rush to fight for survival when death is right in front of you.
Restless energy will be stored up until it becomes rainbow energy for me.
My calmness scares me and thus I require constant slapping.
But in any case, life is not that bad for now.
Wednesday, September 05, 2012
hey people hey people!
I became a walking zombie every day after work!
How cool is that!
I use music to reboot myself.
B: "Please reboot."
A: "Reboot is restart?"
B: "Yes."
A: "Eat my shit."
I need a haircut.
And I need a friend.
I guess it's time to put some motivational items around me
Right after the tiger returns to the forest.
The dog will come out and play.
Till the rabbit leaves for a greener pasture.
The dog will have to stay.
What kind of animal will arrive?
Hopefully a mouse comes this Friday.
I need the 3 Cs, Comfort, Care and Concern.
I need Wally's wisdom.
And I need more sleep.