Thursday, October 11, 2012
After work hours = Sleep.
Just today, I realised that all that I ever wanted to do after work was to sleep.
Which is no good at all and so I'm surfing the net now to get some social life back.
No worries, I will balance my life out well.
No problem at all.
Work is fine I guess.
2 days ago, I was feeling rather exasperated with a tinge of anxiety.
When things on my side are so clear and so muddy on the other, it bothers me quite a bit.
But because of this incident, my understanding becomes so clear and my reasoning is ever more perfected.
I always believe that all things happen for a reason and that good and bad things will bring me somewhere great.
Had a quarterly review with boss today.
Boss said something I didn't quite have the sight for.
"...move to a bank..."
Bank...
For some reason, that kinda scared me because I've not foreseen that at all.
It made me suddenly thoughtful about my own future and reminded me once again that my vision is still cloudy.
Of course I know what I want, but what I chased after is something quite unrealistic.
On the realistic note, what I will be given is something that may trap me into my own life.
But in any case, even if I do wish to stay in my present job, I can't.
However, that path is still up to me to take it, so my future remains unclear.
I do anticipate having my own empire, but then I'm rather afraid I'll be treated too well by my blood kins.
But morally, I won't like it if I don't take it over.
Oh yeah, I had to remind myself this.
I had a really great birthday week!!
It was so great to meet up with old friends, however idiotic they were.
Highlight of the week - meeting my buddies from Korea Summer trip!
I had a really great time and the endorphins flowed through the week.
Maybe that was the reason why I'm so ultra super tired this week.
Yes, I should go wash up and have my dinner.
Poor sis is still in office rushing her report.
Just like an everlasting gobstopper, her report never ends.
Sheesh.
