There is this weird feeling inside me. Angst, anger. Generally, I just feel really irritated. Really small things can anger me lots, pissed me off. And then I will shut down, stay really quiet. Because I'm not sure what I'm feeling. I just shut up and compile the happenings, analysing why I was so pissed. And when I get to this mood and people start to ask me what happened I will snap. Because you just have to let me be myself. I don't blame you guys. I just don't understand what is happening with me. There are many times where I want power. Where I wanted to be the richest dude around. I want so much power that I can control and rule over people. This has never happened to me before. Is this a quarter life crisis kind of thing? My lack of achievement in life has finally driven me to a corner. What can I do from now? What am I good in? I just want to be the greatest person on Earth right now. What can propel me to the top of the world?
