Tuesday, December 31, 2013
Year end! Was hoping for half day today but nope, it did not happen.
This year I was feeling less angst as the year dwindles. I've come to feel less anxious and have adopted a more freewill approach, letting things happen as they go and not rigidify myself.
Had my first 'live' and felt really weird afterwards. A bubbly feeling that leads to faint happiness but mostly it contained anxiety. Even when I think about it I feel weird.
Next year is THE year. The year that decisions will greatly impact who I am to be in the future.
I can project images of my future until 2014 and none beyond, because all will change in 2014. Only when I'm in 2014 can I open the window of brackets to life beyond.
Happy new year!
Wishing all wishes will come true!
