I'm now in my classmate's house using her WIFI. We are going to eat hotpot from lunch until tomorrow morning. 24 hours hotpot. Very cool My friend is called Li Zi Xi and I have another stupid friend called Ding Yuan Yuan. 50 more days to JLPT N2 test. I have not really started my study. It seems that I'm really not cut out for prolonged studies. I don't have the diligence to maintain systematic studying. I thought I'm able to change but it seems like old habits die hard. I'm still the same old me as I was 10 years ago. Not sure if that is a good or bad thing. Been looking through jobs on online sites. I'm so determined to find a job in Tokyo. I do not want to go back to Singapore. It's not that I dislike Singapore, but it's just that when I return, I will be back to ordinary life. Living a mundane office lady life. It scares me to think that my life will continue to be in that form. One day I may appreciate the office life, but not now. Now I just want to enjoy every moment of my life and my remaining youth.
