I skipped school today. Since July 2017 until now I have not missed one lesson. Feeling somewhat guilty and refreshing now. But yes, my priorities has changed. I am now more focused on working more than schooling. I woke up at 7.40am and was so tired to move. However, I would like to continue maintaining my schedule. I find that once I have slacked, I find it less satisfying being alive. I need to be so busy that I find my life fulfilling. Recently I find that if I start to laze around at home doing nothing, somehow I will feel some unknown pressure and my mood will become dull. Maybe it is the "Japan" effect. It is no wonder why the suicide rate is high here. My sis has been scheduled to leave Japan on 15 Oct and will be starting her work there. Likely she will be leaving Japan on the 13 Oct which means I will have to find a new home before that. Where will my new home be? I am feeling excited and sad at the same time. I will have to leave lovely Azabu-Juban and I will miss having my sis around with me dearly. But life goes on and I will... My sis just informed me that it seems like she will be leaving Japan end Oct instead! Oh my!! hahhaahha Oh well this just means I get to stay with my sis in Azabu-Juban longer!
