Glorious September. Every year during September, I get fired up to try to accomplish the goals I set forth for myself. My dateline for each life goals terminates at my birthday. So my current goal is to get BMI under 20,which means I need to lose 5-6kg. Been thinking of some diet and of course exercise for the whole month. Thinking and planning but once again, with no action.

I cannot be like this!! Nooo,please I need to change. I need some good new habits if I am going to age like fine wine. There is this 50 something year old guy that looks totally like 30. I aspire to be like him.

Been travelling quite a lot these days, all thanks to my hyperactive friends. I live in a rock and I need people to pull me out. Of course I am trying to become more social as well and also maybe trying to expand my circle of friends. But I do find that I am not good at all with strangers. I get kinda tense and I do not feel like communicating much...unless that person approach me and talk. If not I will not talk. My friend say I look bored every time she brings me travelling with strangers. I told her I am not bored, I am enjoying myself but I just do not feel like communicating. It gets better in the day after I spend more time with them. In any case, I am a better communicator 1v1. In a group I will think about everyone that is present and what is appropriate to talk, so my brain is in a state of mess and I end up letting whoever likes to talk continue and I will stay quiet. Unless I sense that no one in the group is talking, then I will step in and be the one talking. I have always been like this and I think this trait will continue throughout my lifetime.

Recently there are many financial matters that I need to handle. My rent agreement arrived and I need to sign it, my fixed deposit matured and I need to re-invest my cash, my GE credit card is changing regulations and I need to figure out if it is still worth to keep it (and it is linked to my insurance!! so it is very annoying), I need to apply Rakuten/Epos credit card, I need to sort out my Carousell business...the list goes on and on...

Been watching too many shows recently. I think it is a good time to go back to reading some books. Which means I need to apply for a library card at Nakano Library. And I NEED TO FIGURE A WAY TO UPDATE MY NIRC PHOTO BEFORE MY BDAY! This is so annoying, it has been in the back of my mind since the year start and I have no energy to figure it out. There are some things that we are just very weak at. Cannot be avoided. 

To end it, I wish for my body to be healthy and at a nice weight. Once your physical body changes, your mind also will change and when your mind changes, your emotions will too. Change is now...NOW!